2004-06-03 // 7:43 p.m.

http://babez18.diaryland.com/index.html <-*lol*

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the clock is always wrong here.

life has not bein good.

to begin, tuesday i went and washed my sleeping bag. except i forgot my cash, so carrying around $20 in quarters sucked. i didnt have to do it long, since it was 5$ to wash, and then a quarter fer every 5 minutes of dry-time. i dryed it until i -had- to run to go eat... shit was still damp. and

i missed dindin, so i had to use whats left to my credit card to eat a subway ... *sigh*

well, i didnt get much sleep, i called lauren

and even tho she said she had stuff to do, i told the jill story. as worst i could. lauren still likes me tho... shes prolly just wary now. *lol* im horrible, cuz theres alot of stuff i did before jill that wasnt good. well anyways

i didnt sleep well, i got in late, so all those stupid fuckers coming in were making noise

duty the next day, so i had to be up all early

working party sucked hard. (altho bizarrly enough, theres a girl from it 'amanda' thats sitting right next to me ... weird) and having to haul gym equipment around sucks. taking heavy-ass matts up to the hangar bay sucks. rearranging a second gym sucks. and finally, carrying two 25 pound weighs from one end of the ship to the other, just to go back n do it again, sucks hard.

duty wasnt fun. lauren was busy that night too.. prolly fer the best, i didnt have my cellphone charger.

sleeping in duty section berthing on a sleeping bag that -still- smells like michaels dog sucks too. but i did kinda barely sleep... maybe 6-7 hours.. better than any previous night this week.

crawl out of bed hating life, morning routine, in running late as always, i eat breakfast, but i skip the omelette cuz i cant wait that long, only had 5 minz to eat, but didnt really have that much food.... whatever

try to call lauren, but her phones off

today i got to carry scrap metal down from the 08 level *thats 8 stories above the hangar bay, which is a few more above ground.....* i also got to walk all over the ship, and the warehouse, with Marra, cuz i guess im going to be becoming the RPPO someday ... pullen was all "normally we assign someone thats third or second class to learn this job but you ... uh ... well your gonna be here awhile too" ... im starting to think people are trying not to play favorites or something. i mean, other newbies are gonna be here just as long, if not longer... so why me ?

and i had to make, like, a million copies and create all these lil PQS packets .. that sucked.

and to top off my lame 48 hour period, i had to carry this 40+ pound of shredded paper down from 03 ... not -too- far, but the fucker was HUGE! and there was this lil hole, so i had to be extra careful to not-spill ... i trudge in to the berthing feeling like total crap, take the longest shower i think iv taken in the navy, near 30-45'ish ... i scrubbed me so hard i broke my shower-puff thing. i dont kno how im gonna replace that.

now im here

i had SunChips in my car, unopened, from subway.. a pleasant surprize :)

im starting to think that lauren is triple-bad-luck or somethin, or that im not good enough for her so karma hasta get me back at every turn... i mean, things were going so well then !~BAM~! she so awesome, but the rest of my life sucks terribly. and i dont even really get that much time with her... i kno once i do shes gonna get sick of me real quick. *sigh* oh well.

shit, out of time

i still love lauren tho, she is worth it

-0ut

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