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2004-06-01 // 1446 im already missing her okay, so i guess for the rest of the weekend i forgot to update. w34k. sat the 30th. i chilled with lauren, just kinda fooling around n stuff.. but she didnt wanna ... then i realized that im kinda pressuring her; i didnt know how to not-do that so i dunno, i had one of those moments. but she had to go. grr. hung out wit keck n travis again ... hehehe... we shot at stuff with the paintball guns; travis bought one... it was super-sweet. Sunday. lauren calls, saying she can only hang out till 4 ... im asleepytime ... so im like "what the fuck does that mean?" .. well i guess i pissed her off, cuz all a sudden im thinking "what does the three beeps mean??" ........ and then about 15 seconds later i was driving fast to her home. we spent some time together. it was cool. i did... something? end up going back over there to iron, and i actually did iron... but gran used her super-coolies powers to make them almost not-need ironing... i think lauren learned how-to tho??? then i had to go talk to jill, cuz i had her present n card from mom, and a card from me.. dwight had some girl to meet named 'sin' also at this starbucks. upon arrival i notice she with this trashy guy, and she fatter than i remember ... and all sorts of flaws i guess i never really cared to notice... *lol* ... well i wasnt incided to stay long... then dwights girlie was leaving... so we chased them *car chase of course!* completly ditching jill. i didnt mind. at all. so then were at this park, with those people. im not dressed to be stealthy, at all... i still manage to pull it off. kinda. worse tho. 'sin' kept touching people and acting skitzo... kinda like i do, only girlie'r ... and she especially kept trying to touch me. i ,of course, refused. that made it worse. near the end of this, as we were heading back... she said somethin like "i love you, your my best friend were gonna be together forever" .... well, at the sound of 'love' i flipped... no, this doesnt happen to me. so i ran and kept running till i was on the pther side of the park, made my way around backstreets to my car, and still beat them there *lol* not taking shit from weird lil girls. that night we ended up wit a full car; dwiz ,travis ,david ,robert ,n me. as we were driving i kept asking, "so where are we going" ... finally i got the reply "isnt this laurens'????" .... thats where auto-pilot took me. crazy. i was scared she'd be mad at me. she wasnt. we got to make out n stuff for, like, an hour. awesomeness. then i take them home except robert, cuz he wants to go to LA. oh and i forgot to mention, but when they lifted my car to work on it, the front struts fell out. apparently excessive wear *rollercoaster-speedbumps; the W bump* tore the strut free, but the weight of the car kept them intact. a scary thought... one good highflying bump and i could'a died. or worse. well, the mount replacements were 88$ each, the labor $120'ish each.... final total: $970. i didnt have that money... i owe a total of $1500 now. i wont be seeing lauren till -after- her japan trip; itll be a month and a half until i see her again. monday i woke up, droped robert off so he could get his check n go home n get ready ate breakfast with lauren, and got to see her in a skirt, altho take no advantage of it :( .. and then take her to maria's, i kinda met her *lol* next i found robert, i went to my home n finished packing. then we left. he payed for gas until we were almost there. i honestly was not able to afford it. i saw the chick he was coming to see, she was pretty hot, i can understand *lol, i do the same thing* and then i went to base slept, but not too much had a scary dream the two parts i can remember were when i was cleaning on top of the ship, then it tilts hella bad, i nearly fall off but i grab onto the railing.. this girl is totally acting like its nothing... the ship starts spinning hella fast in a circle and i thought i was gonna die. then worse jill; she i guess got pregnant from some lesbian/gangbang thing.. thank god i dont remember the details. but it felt real, it scared me, i wanted to call her and tell her not to get pregnant ... but i obviously didnt. today i actually went thru a list of things i havta do, PQS and qualification wise carried computer terminals at various times and helped screw in these hinge-thingys for the dogs on the hatch that goes outside in portside *try saying that 5 times drunk* i was the only one who could screw these things in tho, it was weird. no one had the dexterity in there fingers i guess. i refrained from making the comment "and now you know why my girlfriend likes me so much" um stopped working tho, haircut, showered n stuff, came here... im going to wash the sleeping bag fer trm and then um sleep? -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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