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}{ friday ... coming up on a boring weekend }{

2004-06-05 // 4:40 p.m.

WicKeD cLoWnZ, bitch hello ~!?



*sigh*

friday, finally... and the full realization i have nothing to do with myself until monday at 0530. yeah, im replacing holecek on the pia tile team. and since theres a bunch of fuck-ups on pia tile team, i havta be in nice utilities for the inspection, then change into my trashed coveralls. which i plan on washing... i even pre-treated them :) heh.

today i organized the file cabinet, carry a terminal from 03 to 4. down down down ... and cleaned berthing, again. um. and studied for my 3M 301 qual. no big deal i guess? AC was broke in the module, so fuckin hot ... but today wasnt that bad at all :D

get online, lauren entry, im always fucking stuff up *lol* by telling her so i managed to be able to say 'i todl ya so!' ... self-fulfilling prophecy. but i say those things all negativly n stuff only because im hoping they dont happen... like if i keep telling lauren that shes gonna hate me, when the time comes and i really fuck up, for reals, she'll keep in mind all the times i said shes gonna hate me and then not-hate me on the principal ........ it prolly wont work out that way.

in all honesty, i have no clue what gonna happen between us. thats what scares me... most girls i knew id end up not-with them sooner rather than later. her.... i dunno? could this be it? it hard to find stuff that even remotely upsets me, and even then its kinda cute even *lol, im steals laurens thinky on this* so yeah, i dont know. i usually do know.

Jacky just made third class... awesomeness... if you dont remember, shes the one who i first did cleaning stations with, and shes prolly the hardest worker iv ever seen...

well, anyways

Jamie left me a note ... kinda crazy, i almost dont agree with her. id rather lauren be happy doing all her activities and be all productive getting her edumacation ... but

but theres the part of me that would much rather see her life in shambles as long as she could be with me. i suppose the compromise would be that she'd try to find more ways to go have fun -with- me ...

oh

and i was thinking

i cant see lauren because -I- cant afford the gasoline, -im- broke.

She isnt ....

i dont wanna cut into her japan-trip fund tho ... im going to present the idea to her if *IF* i get to talk to her tonite... she had friends or somethin again last nite

i wish i had friends.

especially friedns who'd buy me dinner... cuz im more hungry than not

i slept alot last nite tho, and my arm feels better...

*sigh*

i miss lauren

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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