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2004-02-29 // 10:38 p.m. you missed the weekend
PLEASE RATE
okay so i hav a good excuse fer not updating thurs n fri ... nite classes, all i did was eat, sleep, class, sleep, eat ... yeah ... thursday wasnt very interesting, i took Faygo to class, creme-soda flavored. friday i was almost late, took a test, got an %100 ... yea friday nite i hung out with johnson, went to dennys, bought a paintball gun... sat, went and played paintball at the field across town, it was fun .. i got shot in the left leg multiple times during multiple games.. kinda sucked. ...~ hung out with johnson mardas n niki .. went to the mall, and dennys where we tried to do the H4rDC0r3-cappucino challenge but couldnt cuz of mixer being retarded n distracting and niki being cute n distracting (even tho they were almost doing the same thing, she was cute about it, hes retarded...) but i got hugged?... anywayz .. and then the secret spot, which isnt a secret, but the scenic bluffs ... i think niki likes me. the infinite lil signs and unspoken things point that direction. but when asked, nope ... girls are evil. anywayz at the bluffs, i go to do the ricky-ninja thing, but i guess johnson's girlfriend broke up with him, so when i heard him looking for me i was puzzled by how upset he sounded ... anyways, yea, she broke up with him. it sucks. i was kinda sad for him, cuz he really seemed to like her. :( spent a lil more time with niki that night, went to get gas. today, niki called me! omfg! happyness! so we went to NAS so she could renew her on-base pass .. then to get food, then walmart, and winn-dixie ... then we did laundry *jessica calld* ... then we went n picked up stallion n rieman. and she went in to clean n iron n sleep. but, i had fun, with her. *sigh* so i play azure dreams, didnt really get much accomplished... Ghosh is trying to hit on Nico and its working, but at the resturant i totally made him look retarded.. heh .. and then just as i saved jill calls. had a conversation. im not really sure how to gauge them ... i mean, maybe its cuz i know her too well, or that she changed alot since then .... or both ... its weird just talking to her like shes just another friend. cuz shes not. shes !~Jill~!, The Jill, like the bad guy in the dark room you see in every fuckin episode, and that in the last 5 episodes actually comes out of the dark room and stuff .... only shes obviously not in a dark room.. or a guy.. or even that evil ... shes kinda evil, the basic lot of girl evil tho ... with some added zombie seasonings ... anywayz~ but its hard, because i want so many different things to happen, mixed emotions .. i love her, it wont go away ever.. so itd be cool if she came back ... but all the bad stuff, well, its not going away either ... and then theres that superego, the reality that she'll never like me, no matter what i do ... the part of me that lives outside hope and fantasy that tells me i should just move on ........... its hard. but i do kno, i enjoy hearing from her. ... my life cannot be simple. --- oh, and back to being 'me' and not some sad lil emo boy got and email from my sponsor. CTT3 Mart ... Laureen.. heh ... of course, itd be extremely awkward to ask for pictures or anything of that assortment, because shes bein officially assigned to me. but still, Am i gonna get stupid? Yep. i like my diary. i realize this because i like being true... i kno it sounds like im trying to impress jill with this, and i am... but i mean it to... its like when you start listening to music *alkaline trio* cuz a certain girl likes them, and you keep liking and listening to them long after the girl has gone.... i like telling people the truth, especially when other people dont want to. of course, ill make exceptions, there are obvious times to lie. "oh, i didnt kno my registration expired, iv even had the money put away when the bill came, i guess it got lost in the mail?" .. but when its something important, or like if you were dating the officers daughter, itd be good to come clean.. preferably after the incident tho ... or at least to the girl herself... plus, the truth usually makes fer a better story than reality. in my case anywayz. but thats cuz im very ... um ... 'outgoing' ... or jus totally insane. when people who encounter you look fer the cameras and wonder if their gonna end up on jackass, yeah, you kno you've got somethin going. um. lotsa ppl called... i feel happy. laura got her tongue pierced. shes so close to final death, but yet, she may still find her way out of torpor... im'a be home soon. lacey calld, i was kinda driving, and hanging out w/ niki ... ill be sure to call or somethin tho jessica calld. shes much younger than me, but with every year it gets easyer to hold a conversation... i cant wait till shes, like 16.. jills gonna be 18 ... cant fuckin believe it ... oh, and i realized, that one'a the thing i was hoping for when i broke up with jill *i wanted stuff, was selfish* well, i wished that we could just fast forward, to when we wouldnt have to deal with our parents, and we could be more open with what was really going on ... all these different kinds of pressure coming from everywhere sucked ... but yeah its not anything like an excuse .. its just shes almost 18. if, by chance ... i dunno trm, class, eat, sleep .... back to being a good lil NPC ... till next weekend, till i come home im'a go fer nows nitenite :) -l0v3
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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