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2004-02-25 // 6:30 p.m. Jill ... could it be this simple? monday, we show up to class ... paperwork, shred books, waste time, and its a half-day, so i sleep ... later that day i hang out with Baucom, cuz its rainy n the power is out we spend, like, 2 hours at WalMart, we talk n stuff, it was fun kinda ... i was startin to think she liked me even ... but at the end, she carries in her food-n-stuff, and shes kinda jus standing there, said goodbye a few times .. as if shes waiting fer something, right?? well, i ask *which in retrospect -asking- may not have bein the best idea* .. "can i hug you?" .. "no, bye" .. and she goes in WTF>? so anywayz, that was monday tuesday, i graduated and it was duty-day but the class practiced graduating, then we did the ceremonie, then i went home slept agin didnt do much at all ... played azure dreams, and called janene to see if the tape had arrived and had bein played well, jana picks up, and is all "oh it was so cute!!!" .. whatever, janene says she played it, and it was very sweet of me ... i told her i sucked, but she says i dont? then shes all "would you like to talk to jill, you just missed her" im all "no, not really" .. but shes already hollering "trying to go catch her!!" ... and i talk to jill mainly small-talkish ... but we talk fer, like, an hour ... which and totally messed with my brain ... and at the end, when i slipped an 'i love you' she kinda giggled and said 'bye' ... fuckin crazy crazy i couldnt sleep that night, barely at all ... up till 12 at least ... had this weird-ass dream ... all i really remember is i kissed mardas, and it was super-awesome ... but it was kinda like she was jill, or in jill's situation ... it hard to explain .. then today working blues, cuz i classed up -> shipboard ops well, when we get there, nobody knows where to go ... so it takes forever, we get told one classroom, but then that wasnt it, so we go to another .... finally we find one then we find out our books arent ready ... it takes till 0845'ish before those got done... and to top it off, we were supposed to be a nite class ..... wel, thats still happening, trm is our first nite-day *lol* so, learning today ... this class is mostly labs, and seems like it may be a challenge :D cant wait then we get out ... i waste time.. no PT, cuz of rain.. and now im here inman said he'd talk to baucom fer me and he did ... he seemed pretty sure on that she wants 'just friends' ... so, well .. that basically ends that but i still cant stop thinking about jill ... fuckin crazyness ... crazyness but tonite i think im'a play Azure dreams agin .. that game is so fuckin awesome... and then sleep i guess? um thats it fer nows? -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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