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2004-07-09 // 2:38 p.m.
I dont really wanna update but i am i did again last night, i explained myself and made everything sound as least a little better than my last entrie .... but DLand ate it, so whatever called lauren, wasnt home before i slept i called again, she was busy i have a voicemail on my phone a havnt listened to. that doesnt ever happen ... im not looking forward to hear from lauren, which i didnt think could happen i keep thinking each time itll be worse than the last, something bad will happen ... or maybe shes just gonna end it i dont like talking to her when shes not happy with me ... so i kinda just avoid her. i dont mean to.. .. but i do i wanna go do somethin .... but nothing really seems that much fun? oh well ... i saw the poser girl who lent me the nickel ... she went and got all huggy with the other posers right across the street from the pier. w34k. i dont think she saw me for that tho. she was hangin out with one of the posers on a bench n hella looked at me ... but i wasnt about to talk to her i called dwiz. he has a girl-friend. shes young he says, lucky him. he wants me to meet her, he says that im sure to want to kidnap this lil girl. so why them does he want me to meet her? *lol* well whatever i realized something a few days back, but never bothered to rant it just came back to me it seems the reason why girls like someone when their busy with other stuff, but dont when your all desparate *yeah another one of these rants* well basically, i ended with a simple lil quip: you havta love yourself before you can properly love someone else. so from then i kinda decided to get to kno me a lil more, and to re-kindle that part of me that likes me. and i am. i wanna do outside n do something -0ut
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