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}{ wow ... the end; or just another new begining? }{

2004-04-04 // 3:32 a.m.

weird weekend
weird week ahead?
what am i saying? life is getting back to normal!

i feel horrible.

i think im going to end up burning all my bridges as i go. no friends left.

its not what i intended. but.

...

friday i wake up, go to class at 0815 and get back somewhere around 1000, havta re-muster at 1530 like usual tho

waste time to timmys puter

CTT1 chellette comes in, inspects da room, we get an outstanding. but everyone got that?

i had the music on, so i couldnt quite hear what was being said.. i thought we were getting un-sat'ed so i was jus singin along not-caring ... *lol*

i thought he liked my singing or somethin, but it turns out i wasnt special :(

so then we to go the mall with lisa

shes dumb

i dont like her

Inu Yasha #4 still not in

um

i did waste money tho

damnit

oh

and thursday i got a clown costume, i was gonna get mardas back fer her prank or whatever.. she kinda hurt my feelings.

well, walking around as a clown had me an interesting day.

first, i hide in the ghetto, near where the construction fence n this power-ductor thing are.

johnson walks with her talking, and i pop up with my best clown-laugh *id bein practicing since 12300-thursday, its evening friday*

anyways

she punches me, then realizes what just happened.

she really is terrified. she crys. alot.

i feel shitty

then she -really- punches me

i think i have a black eye, and after the prdeal i tasted blood fer a good half hour.

well, that sucked

walked around base, found out alot of people are scared of clowns here. almost got beat up a couple times. got some neat pictures tho.

well, after that, we go see a movie

lisa is dumb, mixer shows up

mixer n george see hell boy

lisa n that dude she wants to fuck that sint her b/f go see some stupid chick-flick. he said its good. yeah right.

me n johnson see the passion.

holy shit.

the jews seriously fucked jesus' day all up.

on multiple occasions audible "oh"'s came from the crowd. i felt kinda shitty, cuz he really did die fer my sins. and dieing was the easy part.

but.

im prolly going to hell ... blasphemy.

i didnt mean to. i show up in a slipknot t-shirt and a costume halo. and on the way there and back, singin ICP

damn

onto today

i wake up hella late. realize my phone is off, in my pocket. cuz i turned it off fer the movie and forgot it existed.

i call johnson, hes hungry

so am i?

we eat at firehouse subs.

estes calls, we invite her to come

lisa calls, shes dumb n picks n fight and gets dissed on and ditched

we follow the red corsica *Chevy Corsica LT, just like jills* it had this cute girl, her african american friends, and some kids that looked related, but too old to be hers... i lost her after i took a wrong turn, then couldnt speed up cuz i cop pulls in front of me. damn damn damn

so we go to the carnival

Yes. A Carnival!!

theres one in town fer a week, at university mall

we spent the day, rode all the rides, some twice, played alot of games .. i won a monkey n a teddy bear, but i gave the bear to this cute girl at the ticket counter.

her name was Nadia. that name has some kind of destiny-connection thing goin on. so she got a teddy bear.

we spent the day playing around n poking each other n stuff ... estes is scary tho, like a ninja.. me n johnson had ph34r.

well, we get back, see Seal, off restriction less than 72 hours and totally drunk. dumbass.

we watch this fucked up movie. 'feeling minnesota' or somethin

im'a havta buy it, maybe... its hella dumb tho

but it somehow reminds me of laura. *lol*

so then

estes i picking on johnson alot ... and i get this crazy idea.

i jump on her, sit on her legs, and hold her wrists, cuz its a tockle-fight, and this is a winning strategy.

well, before johnson even has time to jump in, estes uses her ninja speed to headbutt me... and in doing so

well, she gets this weird look on her face right afterwards, yelps "oh no"... i jump off, and she curls up around her right arm

im very scared now

she grabs her phone and leaves hastily.

so im scared.

i dont kno if she dislocated it, or broke it ... i kno i wasnt holding her near hard enough to break it, i was holding wrist, and she grabed her upper-arm-shoulder'ish ... and i almost lost grip when she tried to headbutt me ...

i hope shes alright.. she wouldnt talk to johnson, who ran to catch up ... i kinda froze in shock.

im scared, and kinda sad

thats prolly two friends i lost in two days.

so im thinking sunday im'a lose another; i plan on seeing Carrie for the last time monday

this is crazy

:(

im not happy

meanwhile, online

timmy got his new game to work.. im'a play it after im done online

alot of people have double-matched me on Hot-or-Not ... its weird. this one really cute chick even sent a note. wow. shes in australia tho, so i doubt anything will come of it ...

theres too much coincidense invovled ... in going to a ship, west-pac .. australia is west-pac ... the Nimitz prolly makes portcalls, altho i dont know fer sure..

but agin, destiny isnt on my side resently ... and its too cool of an idea, fer it to happen would be too perfect.

*lol*

um

and timmys new game a whispering to me ........

Lineage 2

??? never heard of the first one?

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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