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2003-05-14 // 12:33 a.m. Stuff: Yeah, sometymes life is just weird... read the entry ! today wasnt much sick today.. slowly getting better. two rants tho... the spagetti, and what I saw on SciFi. ..well, other than Knight Rider, which is prolly one'a the coolest shows.. that car.. omg.. you dont kno... the car was hotter than a few runway models iv seen.. *sighs dreamily* .. plus, that guy, richard, who gets to drive it.. im so jealous... im gonna start dressing like that... i loved those styles, those ugly ugly clothes they wore... and i chaged in to BET right after... like, a totally different style to life now... its crazy how things change. anyways i was sick, slowly recovering, no big deal.. then, i hav my moms spagetti... well, im afraid that may be half the cause of this... like, pre-spagetti all i had was a sore throat.. afterwards... well, yeah.. to try and spare you the details, im not gonna get into details... it suckd. it especially sickd because thats prolly the best tasting spaghetti my mom has ever made. it figures doesnt it? then, on SciFi, the secret KGB files declassifyed thing it all totally plays into my Zombie thinking.. especially the psitronic weapon descriptions, psychics being able to bring people into cardiac arrest *and for those who arent in med-school, thats means DEAD* ... and conquering pplz wills n turning them into zombie-assassins... some scary stuff... and then i think about WL ... now, if they had this stuff in the 50's.. 60's .... then think about what they have NOW! ... especially since during my senior project i did on ESP i saw mention of tests on randfom number generators... and hwo psychic couldnt force the number generator to make a pattern, but that the numbers had -shifted- their randomness... like if they were going 4, 7, 12,23 ... post-psychic theyd be like 45, 57, 48, 52 ... ya kno what im trying to say right? like each person had a different psychic influence... they said some possible applications were psychic-locks, and data-entry systems... well, the whole day has made me start thinking about my own insignifigance... im totally useless, yet i hav such coolies potencial. i jus dont do anything with it.. im a waste. *sigh* ... i mean, i wanna go do something cool, i wanna make my mark.. but how? no one has set out a plan, a systematic set of things to do to get this done... so i havnt.. i jus suck ... also, trying to think of ideas for when/if i become a webmaster.. what the hell do i hav to offer? iv seen so many cooler sites than anything id be making. it wont be anything useful,thats for sure.. entertainment so some kind... but what exactly? i dunno, as always, im requesting feedback. and i look at my stats, i kno theres at least 10-20 people a day looking at this! and if at least one of you would email me, i wouldnt be requesting this so much. well, dawn n lacey give me feedback sometimes.. and i see dwiz everyday.. but thats about it, no one else really says anything? if you do decide to give me feedback, then answer me this -> what the hell should i be doing with my life *other than ending it?* i mean, i can do -anything-, and so out of those infinite options, what the hell should i be doing?? life is too confuzling sometimes... oh, and could anyone tell me how to get one'a those paypal donate things going :) thatd rock :-D i hav all sorts of skillz i like using.. i jus need to get to somewhere were i can use them. grr'ness thats hopefully it for today... Zombies, Aliens, and psychic weapons... all things i havta deal with later... -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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