2004-11-10 // 7:52 p.m.

cuz im like getting calls -> 916 521 5422
but dont call if i havnt talked to you before
or if you dont plan on leaving a message.

im pissed off now
i lost an entry
i fuckin hate losing entrys...
so im using the most H4rDC0r3 of text apparatus', Notepad!
im at lestats right now.... jus got back form being underway on the reagan
i fuckin hate people... but after that, the time out wasnt so bad.. im halfway qualified to do my job, kinda... and it wasnt nearly as hard as being fsa.
today tho
well, in addition to pulling in, i got hardcopy order, to the bunker hill... its a destroyer in san diego. coolies? no.
because i havta muster at 0800 on friday, when i was supposed to get a 4day weekend.. thurs,fri,sat,sun ... i may not get to go home... ever
*lol* ok not ever, but for a long time.
or i may get a bunch of leave?
who knows? i dont.

...

in addition to that. i got a note from leslieirene.. you may remember my complete awe from other breif conversations with her, and now that note. maybe she was kidding, or im reading into things way too much but
but.. ... shes hella cool... and ... yeah
im kinda speechless.
but, shes also in fresno, which is kinda far to say the least ... and shes older than me. by prolly more than i should be comfortable with. i dont kno what i think on the subject, iv never actually met her irl... if i did, i'd know *and i use if, because it prolly wont happen, im not cool*
but still
i emailed her, so we'll see
...

um
i think thats it fer nows

ill try to update more, give you guys a clearer picture on what may be happening to me :-D
-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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