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2004-06-13 // 4:34 p.m. w34k, just plain fuckin w34k. i dont feel very good inside. okay, so after that last entry i guess me n lauren talked, cuz i still love her n all. i was kicked off, so i quick entry-fyd that :) anyways then duty sucked. had to wake up hella early, i got to talk to lauren one last time ~ first muster, then line handling *those fuckin ropes are heavy!!!!*, then bravo working party, then more working party, missed lunch *no cash*, force protection training, and a U/I watch at 0000-0400. then working party at 0515. i didnt shave a second time in this 24 hour cycle, so i got picked on fer working party. do i care? No. then sleep except the un-fun got to me there too... this awful dream, i ended up having sex with jill. now, you may wonder "Didnt those used to be good dreams?" i felt guilty in the dream!!! like, really awful inside n stuff. but i kept doin it a couple times? i guess it was like the reverse of what happened between me n her way back in the day?? if so, i can understand why she doesnt like me anymore... *lol* -- *and i laugh?* well, it turns out i only really got like, 6 hours of sleep... somewhere near 0700-1100 ... and then drifting in and out till 1400 .... at 1430 i got here. i need to visit an ATM, serious! or borrow money from my car... but i hate doing that. no email or update from lauren yet. for all i kno shes still sleeping from the trip :) but still ... im starting to miss her. alot. im gonna try to get on d2, but as i mentioned, line handling .... another carrier pulled in, so im screwed. my neck hurts too, just thought id complain um hopefully this all goes away soon? yesterday i kept sayin 'mornin' to ppl passing.. heh ... i should prooly go before my times up... *huggles* -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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