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}{ Not the best start-of-a-week, but Fat Sweaty Betty Came~! }{

2004-02-10 // 6:43 p.m.

running out of time
learning = stress ?
but im unstoppable :D ~!

okies.

sunday, i called baucom at about 1830 or somethin, so see if one last cool thing might happen this weekend. she didnt call back.

monday

i kinda underslept, but it was more a case of the 'mondays'. we started fusion, the hardest most irritating thing weve done yet. its not 'hard' like to do, but its long, and you do havta think. blah. rumor was the first part was due end-of-the-day, but it was just a rumor. that night, i started laundry, Carrie calls and took me out to Mongolian BBQ, it was super-good ... they had alot more kinds of everything than the one back home, but i kinda like the one back home more?? ... i dunno. so then, got back, ironed my uniform, its now super-unstoppable. once my damn bed-stuffies got dry, at like 2220, i slept.. i good sleep too, all downy-fresh'like ....

but it wasnt enough.

quite tired today, and we finished the first part

and failed at it .... but everyone in class did poorly, so they werent -too- harsh, and it didnt affect our grades. then we did the second part. and spent an hour collectively fucking up as a class on that too .... it tied in with the first part.

so finally. were on the middle/3rd part, plotting. and i suck, so i was doing some back-research. then the day ended.

i cant stand people not-as-smart as me for long periods of time. and one shipmate in particuliar keeps sitting near me and talking, or is even assigned to be near me ......... hours of that wears my nerves thin.

but

that was me bitchin about class.

today could be the coolest day of my life anyways.

She Came.

Fat Sweaty Betty. hehehe ... i couldnt stop giggling to myself for about 30 minz after checking my mail. and then after i got home from school i dressed her, and miller was gonna call when he wanted to hang out with her. it was prolly him who calld, like, 3 seconds ago. whatever.

right now, im in the library, sitting next to baucom. its raining, and since we were talking on the phone, i offered to drive her here. she accepted. :D cooliesness.

i cant tell if she likes me, like all the signs are kinda there... but i dunno ... i also have some serious doubts, low self esteem or somethin? well, maby ill ask.

thats what i did earlier, i call, and im all "Am I not cool enough to talk to you?" ... i do whatever i want, whenever i feel. :P ... she completely denied being too-cool for me to talk to ... but still, i dont wanna get my hopes up or nothin ... :P

not much to report tho. only a few days now till i havta know this song. lotsa stress coming from this project, cuz i fuckin suck. i think i 'learned' what i need to do, but i cant get my fingers to it right the first, second, or hundreth time.

talking to baucom on AIM too ... were sitting next to each other. funny shit.

:D

um.

yea ... i think thats it fer nows ... i dont really now what happening. Apparently jugg'in is tuesday AND thursday nights, so i got watch myself. heh.

im getting faster n sneakyer tho ... skillz ~

so yeah

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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