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2003-10-20 // 6:40 p.m.

chattting, emails, dland ... DSL



Im so happy!! im on DSL with my laptop!! Johns, Holt, and Hatcher are all in 33A and got DSL... im visiting .. hehehehehe.. happyness.

im in Bravo Batallion Holding Company, i cleaned shit all day...

Rieman, a cutey from the CORE week ahead of us looks at me sometimes... in a way im not used to.. im considering doing something about that.

and.. um.. military will eat your soul.

no real news.. we PT'd today, im one of the few who actually sound off the whole time, im used to that tho... some of the females tho get fat.... and run... not too pleasant. they dont look too happy about it either.

I bought 'The Shining Host' (Fae LARP Corebook) and im so so so so so so happy. happy happy happy .... so much cool shit i have now .. hehehehe ... and i got the SlipKnot shirt i wanted.. the skullm goat horns, and satanic Etch-A-Sketch thing and warped together.. yeah.. so happy... im wear PT-sweatpants and a skipknot shirt... i love my life... the one on is the on with the satanic Etch-A-Sketch and the band members heads all around it... all this material wealth and happyness... *sigh*

im also starting up Liveaction on base here, or maybe slightly outside of base... im gonna talk to MWR about it, see what i can do .. im getting Laws Of The Night (VTM LARP Corebook) on friday, and a few shipmates are too..... in 8 minutes we were scheduled to play..... HA!! not while i have DSL, biotches

i miss being back home tho. christmas, everyone will hopefully have leave, and we will all get together and run all those H4rDC0r3 quests that weve bein missing... cant wait

have another agenda at home.. hehe ... not gonna mention... this is an unsecure medium. Dwiz can prolly guess, ely too ... hehehehe ;)

um

not much news as i said .... oh wait!!!!

i have an old ass Pre-CNC entrie ... ph34r ~




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28 SEP 03

first entry im typing since bootcamp. im still technically in, but im on liberty, and i bought this sweet laptop, so im typing. lord only knows when ill get to post this, but itll be coolies indeed. alot happened while i was away, but most stayed the same. did i mention lisa before i left? well, either way, no need to mention now :P.

but, im sure your all wondering how RTC was, right? .. Right?! .... it was a fuckin joke. w34k. it was a challenge, sure, but nothing near as hard as i thought it would. I learned to fold underwear, iron, shine shoes... easy. Physical Training was tough, since im a computer junkie, but i caught up easy enough. Battle Stations was fun, not hard like most try to say. the hardest part honestly was standing for 3 hours glancing at my family in the bleachers while i stood at Attention... and that wasnt very hard. so overall, it was a challenge, but not a hardship.

im looking forward to A-School in pensicola, and maybe some leave before then, ill go back home and show off *hehehe* ... i look awesome in uniform, seriously, my shits always on spot :)

i usually have alot of rant of love-interest.... i do, kinda. most of the girls i thought were 'for sure' didnt reply near as often as i hoped, and all my friends, males and female, who are true friends did write alot. and thats that.

Jeff, mentioned earlier, one'a my best friends since, like, 4th grade, is having trouble in marine bootcamp. I can understand that, and i plan on sending him letters as often as i can muster. all those old quarrels and shit faded away, because these 2.5 months iv had to be a perfect team with shitbag-dumbass-motherfuckers... so overlooking things my true friends did 4, 6, 12 months ago is easy. iv learned that true friends aren't chosen, they just happen, and you havta hold onto them, even when they do retarded shit... cuz youll be the retarded one too eventually, and youll expect the same forgiveness.

my Ricky-Vision wore off quick: to define it, it when after 2.5 months of bootcamp, anything looks hot... but i went out on the town, and every hot girl i saw raised the standard until eventually i got on base and shuddered. *lol* ... oh well :P

Mom, Mom Ruth, Stan, Timmy, Tina, and The Ely are here, visiting 'Me' supposedly, im up here typing :P .... hehehe

I only really cried two or three times in bootcamp. the first was the first time i hit my rack, the night of the 30th... i thought about how my Mom had looked out for me and i didnt do shit for it, and now i had to work my ass off just to stay afloat, no one watchin my back..... i felt shitty and ingrateful. the second and/or third was when we almost lost CNO. CNO is when your Division is either 1st or 2nd in the grad group... 17 divisions in my grad group, ours was SECOND place!! the other was Hall Of Fame, and it was a 900' Division... they hand-pick the best-of-the-best to be in those, and they cheat... so they really shouldnt count. :) Yep. I was lucky tho to have some of the best (and strictest) RDC's (drill instructors) on the base. we were either good, or beaten (to beat: work them out till they are so sore they feel like they got beat up) .. the RDC's arent allowed to hit or touch us :P ... our division got beat everyday... honest! but, i think it was worth it, we came out of it with alot of discipline. *yawn* but onto cooler things ->

my plans for leave n shit -> oct 3-15th im gonna try to come home and do RAP-Duty. thats were i help out the recruiter for 5 days, and i dont get those 5 days deducted from the leave iv earned. the next leave-opening i get is is DEC, two weeks worth. ill prolly come home a few days, but spend most on base. The next is after A-School, but before my permanent duty station, sometime in late Jan, early FEB.... two weeks if im going to a shore command, 3 weeks if im going to sea. i wanna go to sea, make lotsa cash n see the world n shit. i bought a laptop instead of saving for a car. it makes sense tho since i wanna go to sea... cuz what am i gonna do with a car if im not here? plus, itll be easyer to fix up after i have a full bank-acct from being out to sea, instead of inland where i can ample opportunity to waste it. my genius never stops surprizing me!

um

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im kinda outta things to type... i need to get a disk so i can transfer this onto the internet somewhere... and i need to d/l some games or something, i dont even hav the calculator on here!!! no minesweeper or anything!!! :(

i did buy three Alkaline Trio CD's, only one i dont have, ill buy it ASAP tho :) hehe..

-0ut

byebye fer nows




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i purposely didnt read any of that.. i will tho once i post

speaking of which ...

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::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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