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2003-06-21 // 4:04 a.m.
in my mind i had three rants, one about Jamie, one about my life-goals, and one about Time Travel ..... but the last one isnt that cool *lol* but first -> chronology today was ok ... barely. woke up at 4pm, called around The Ely wasnt in town till prolly midnite, i havnt heard form him at all.. dwight calld at 9:20'ish.. got here around 9:30-10. went to his home, and then to sparkys and dreyfus'es, and then around to find someone to buy us alcohol. we end up resort to this crackhead dwight knew from work... we think he cheated us, cuz we gave him $27, and all he came back with was a lil thing of JD, a one-liter of coke, and a kinda big can of beer. w34k. needless to say, no one got very messed up. the only thing really worth mentioning was when pacerville-dan, who by far is not as cool as me, thinks he is... well ... starting at the top -> i suggest we go get more chaser, so it ends up that me n Dan go. on the way, i jokingly *its very obvious* suggest that while im buying the soda, he steals a bottle of Vodka... *altho where we were going they didnt even sell Vodka* .. Dan imediately gets agressive, and is all like "im gonna smack you" and shit like this, and that he'll get dwight to, or travis, and that he'll run me down with his car n shit... all because i remind him im faster than him... the only thing iv reacted with. so then hes all "im not going in there with you" .. hella sounding all arrogant n shit. i hav 1-up on him in any way he could think of, and he thinks hes cooler than me. fuck him. so after i get the sodas, i ditch him. i mean, really really well. i surprized me. he tried to confront me when he got back "i bet you think that was funny.. it'd be funny if i kicked you in the face" ... i ignored him mostly, except for my grin, didnt even bother to get up or anything.. *lol* and he knew not to do shit .... he tryed to tell his story to everyone to gain support against me, didnt work.. the worst that came of that was a quick "that was fucked up" by dwight when Dan told them i ditched him and he barely knew how to get back. *its cuz hes dumb, its hella easy to get back* but whatever... w34k nite. way earlier dreyfus asked how i disappeared like i do... i told him i shift into the Astral Plane *which i do* im thinking im gonna tell everyone that.... they all went back up to the school while i scouted the park.. we -were- gonna play tag, but they all wimped out by the time i got back... so i phase out and find i few nice hiding spots... i see them leave, to i sneak up on them.. they didnt notice me till i was like, 15ft away... dwight decided at some point that travis and Dan can go inside to sleep, and me, sparky, n dreyfus havta sleep in the car.. i obviously protest. first he trys to tell me im too loud. well, it was him, travis and dans voice i key into when i was hiding... and i snuck up on them. that excuse didnt work. then it was some other one, like they already calld it and he cant have more than 2 other ppl cuz of his dad. thats more believable, iv seen his dad get pissed off about having too many ppl over... but see, i need a puter.. need to jack-on. and dwiz didnt even let me go in to do that.. so i decide to clock exactly how long it takes to get home. its takes an hour and a half. not too bad... on the way, i rant in my mind first, Jamie. im really get scared... like , lotsa reasons.. i think im really starting to like her.. alot. like, this is new... shes way cooler than anyone who came before her. like, anyone who iv liked and had at least one major and obvious flaw which i just kinda ignored... she doesnt. nothing. shes so cool, so many things in common... and like, when Jill would ask why i loved her, i would honestly tell her "cuz you said 'yes' " ... and that still kinda holds true, its that acceptance, the more compatible and the more the person can tolerate me, the more i like them. i could go on about each girl iv liked and all the whys n stuff, but id rather jus think about Jamie. .. i think im gonna call her trm.. its too late now, i dont wanna wake her.. im afraid.. this could be love... then the other rant ... like, it was about my granpa, and how he has all these accomplishments n stuff, and so most, if not all of the family looks up to him and respects him and doesnt even try to approach his level of awesome. Me, on the other hand, realize that everyone in the bloodline has the potencial to meet, or beat him. like, he didnt have anywhere near the amount of opportunities as my dad, mom-gina, or any of my siblings have, and yet he did -SO- much cool stuff! ... im gonna beat his record, im gonna make a legacy, and itll rock! and so i thought about all the things i could do.. and one'a the biggest tihng i could do was if i invented, or help invent, Time Travel. and thats what started that weird daydream... im not getting into it so, to conclude. 1.) I Don't Take Shit From People Who Suck. 2.) I'm Terrified That I May Be Falling In Love With Jamie, Which Means Im Eventually Gonna Have My Heart Torn Out. 3.) I'm Gonna Kick SO Much Ass That I Will Exceed My Granpa's Amount Of Coolness. C'est Fini ~ -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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