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2007-03-09 // 5:51 p.m.
Im pretty sure my entry entry of deployment started like this too.. Laura or Anna ? I still dont know. That plan I had from the start, well modified for circumstance, but its still pretty much all iv got. Anna has three days with me till I go to sac. In that time I will most likely talk this out with her. 17th-20th im in sac.. that gives me time to hash out whatever is going on with Laura. Then I reutrn to SD .. there I may be apologizing for events in sac, or telling anna this isnt the best... or handing her the rings I bought.. *lol* hopefully by the end of the month my forecast clears up. As for career, that one will most likely go down without a hitch. Easy as pie, something to do when im not fiddling around with girlies *lol* And this paradox... what if i want neither. Sounds crazy, but being all juiced up.. well i see the way the ickys onboard look at me.. i think im moving towards upper-eschalon as far at 'sexable' is concerned... but to test it i need to be single.. curiousity may kill yet another good thing for me. or it might evolve me to the next level... I mean forever i thought jill was the best thing to ever happen to me and a fucked it up etc... but now i realize that i most likely would have been miserable or at least fighting for contentment... now iv got a better line-up, by a million.. but theres a risk too.. i dunno.. i guess the risk was there with jill too just that i was the one who fell out first... i dunno.. i may be over-analysing this whole thing. in a weeks time this is be in the process of being sorted out... ... and for all i know i might get the option of 'open-relationship' .. scary thought, but at the same time, .... damn im an awful person :P -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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