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2004-06-11 // 11:47 a.m.

no real news ... but i had a good day?



its not 1147. its 1350.

last nite i got to talk to lauren *not really* she was all hangin out with her real friends. im suppossed to call Ffej n Ely too, but didnt. i did call home, and i did call Amanda.

it was weird talkin to amanda, especially on the phone. she has the same non-phoneness lauren had. she'll get over it ;) i plan on trying again trm, leave a day for this to sink in n whatever.... i dont wanna seem creepy either.

im not mad at lauren like she may think... maybe i lil tiny bit hurt tho, but i kno she didnt mean it. plus talking to amanda kinda gives me that 'i got her back' feeling, so im all better

today

i woke up so fucking early... and some faggot was late. i guess the same fool who has bein late a bunch before.... that kid is fuckin retarded, needs to get stabb'd or somethin. anyways

ate a honeybun fer breakfast. Mmm.. sugar

sat around, helped out with various lil things ... at the end i got the runaround from safety over the damn respirator. first i havta re-do paperwork that they need my division *wtf?? div??* to get info from, then they give me this stupid packet for medical. so i gotta go to the tile team to get info, but they say medaical can fill it out fer me...?? so i get there and the chick is all "its 1230, come back trm after cleaning stations" ... goddamnit. so i muster, shower, and am here

i dont have much of a rant? iv been happy *yet hungry* all day... even tho my cell phone died talkin to lauren, just thinking how lucky i was to hear her voice *sigh's dreamily* - *lol* anyways

i just asked laurens brother on AIM "vulpineblaze: is it weird to get an erection from scratching my ass?" .... heh, im evil.

um.

today im'a buy a cellphone charger. cuz i need one. and im gonna drive alot less *since i know dont need to charge off my car* in the long runn it saves money, since myne is all -gone- n stuff?

i had this scary dream ... i was standing on this platform i saw ppl floating up to one of the other carriers, and me n some friends were chillin' .... well, i see this boat steamin off, and it sinks, like it just went under the surface and kept goin down... crazy! ... well, other stuff started goin down too right about that spot, i even saw the nimitz sink right there, the barricades, everything, and finnaly it got the platform, n me ... im sinking, i look down n think to try n go deep ... get out of the current or at least near a ship *if a ship goes back up its gonna be way more buoyant than me* but i go hella fast down, like falling, and go past all this other stuff .... and all a sudden im so deep it turns back, no light can go this deep....

.... and i wake up, trying to figure out if im still drowning ....

another i had right after i cant remember ... it had people in it, and was prolly important n stuff .... but nope.

i hope i get to talk to lauren today... :)

i cant think of anything else?

-0ut

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