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2004-05-11 // 3:34 p.m. http://jhonenusagi.diaryland.com today was indoc agin im mad at lauren; after trying for hours to find an example of the pictures i drew back in the day *whihc i have yet to find* and also getting very frustrated with me cuz i cant re-create my previous success - i ended up reading some of my old entries; specifically, the ones where she hated me and it didnt put me in a good mood not to mention every monday i seem to break down n cry - not fun ... maby its the sudden re-adjusts to living on a ship? well, im not going home this coming weekend, or the weekend after that. fer sure if she can come here, thats fine but it'll never happen *lol* her parents do still know shes their daughter, so yeah i read lauren new diary only two entries *yawn* i dont kno what this feeling inside is. its not good, but its not bad its like im on a long drive, i just drove up a steep mountain road, only to look out over the next few hundred miles i still have to cover its a long road, right? but i kno i can do it ... and there no trouble from the car, im at the peak of this mountain, that quiet stall before i hit the downhill slope ... life is gonna speed up soon ... i miss her, and im mad at her *lol* theres still not enough explaining on how she could have said "you sicken me!" and yet now like me so much maby shes setting me up, shes trying to destroy me from the inside out ... like re-assert herself only to try n break me ?>?? i dont think itll work, or if it did, she'll havta stick around alot longer than a few weeks i had a thought, but it went away cuz of another screen popping up damnit well whatever im'a wash my car n try to draw today maby go rollerblading :)?
oh, and i need to list fer myself all the draw ings iv drew 'd
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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