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2003-05-09 // 10:54 p.m. A conversation between me n jill, that ended a second ago... J.: jill? J.: it says you online.... J.: your not on D2 J.: i am tho. J.: why are you avoiding me? J.: im trying to be done with you, i jus need one or two questions out of you... J.: you still not on D2 BUZZ!!! J.: this isnt difficult, if youd stop trying to avoid me J.: and id rather not be forced to doing sometihng youll regret J.: so jus answer, then i ask, then you answer... then, dpending on your answer, ill prolly go away... because its obvious that you dont want me around .. but your being weird about it, so jus reply.. make this easy BUZZ!!! crimson_agius: WTF!! crimson_agius: you interrupted me!! i was playing single player smart one! J.: crimson_agius: 9i went online to talk with Dan but hes not on J.: i forgot there even was singleplayer crimson_agius: and whos that fucking cunt lacey? J.: err... some fangirl crimson_agius: i think that bitch needs to get her ass beat J.: well, can you talk now? crimson_agius: i guess but when i say i'm playing d2 i mean it!!its a Serious game! J.: you cant even wait 5 minutes, or less? crimson_agius: sure fine proceed J.: the cells off J.: damn J.: it would have bein easyer J.: cutifuls, are you getting rid of me, for good, is there any future..?? crimson_agius: Jana broke it she dropped and when i got home it was in three partts J.: i might be able to fix it..depending crimson_agius: its fine mg will fix it crimson_agius: Mag J.: magdalene? omg, not starting J.: back to the real subject J.: have you decided to destroy all hope i hav of getting you back? J.: do you insist on taking the most-permanent stances of not-liking-me anymore? J.: *this is the part where you reply* crimson_agius: why are you so insistant to know rigfht now i thought you already knew? J.: remind me J.: i know everything now... i jus need your permission to go J.: so please, just tell me what you want? will be ever be together? J.: *will we* - *goddamn typo* J.: **you can always call 8212392, my cell isnt being used?** J.: jill? please reply... Yahoo! Messenger: crimson_agius has logged back in. (5/9/03 10:07 PM) crimson_agius: i'm back J.: crimson_agius: why are you so insistant to know rigfht now i thought you already knew? J.: remind me J.: i know everything now... i jus need your permission to go J.: so please, just tell me what you want? will be ever be together? J.: *will we* - *goddamn typo* J.: **you can always call 8212392, my cell isnt being used?** J.: jill? please reply... J.: welcome back cutie crimson_agius: why do those supid bitchs think they can wwrite me! J.: i hav no clue? crimson_agius: why the Hell did you give her my address? J.: im not sure.... its bein awhile? crimson_agius: still she so fucking supid J.: J.: that doesnt answer my question tho crimson_agius: is she 14 or something? J.: i think maby? J.: or 15 J.: id guess 15 crimson_agius: ohh yeah some supid little 14 whore thinks she can write tto me like that...shit J.: so jill...? crimson_agius: what the fucking hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! J.: O.o? you have yet to answer... J.: should i re-post the question? J.: crimson_agius: why are you so insistant to know rigfht now i thought you already knew? J.: remind me J.: i know everything now... i jus need your permission to go J.: so please, just tell me what you want? will be ever be together? J.: *will we* - *goddamn typo* J.: **you can always call 8212392, my cell isnt being used?** J.: jill? please reply... J.: welcome back cutie crimson_agius: no we will not but what do you plan on doing? J.: well, i realized the -entire- situation. and so the sacredness that i was commited to.. well... its not really as 'there' as i originally thought... and so i just wanted to make sure you had no plans of trying to re-establish it J.: *becuase, it is fxable* crimson_agius: what do you want to do now? J.: well, i want to move on. .. or i want you back. i dont being half-n-half... it hurts... im gonna type a hugeass rant.. its a long thought process J.: like, daily for 2 months J.: we were perfect. J.: and now, we could be even better. J.: but... the longer we wait, the worse chances we have... J.: and, one more thing... J.: did you ever love me? J.: plz dont take too long to answer... i dont wanna havta J.: i havta leave soon... i kinda need replys? BUZZ!!! J.: so your saying your ending any hope of a relationship between us? crimson_agius: jon i want you to move on . J.: so your saying your ending any hope of a relationship between us? crimson_agius: yes move on like Dwight would do if Michelle told him to J.: thank you J.: ill always love you tho... youll just not get any of its benefits J.: one more thing... very off-topic crimson_agius: yes? J.: http://vacantlegend.diaryland.com/images/dland_banner_7.gif <--- i want an opinion J.: is this cute? crimson_agius: AWWWWW crimson_agius: I LOVE THOSE KITTENS J.: *lolz* J.: vacantlegend.diaryland.com J.: its my template too crimson_agius: crimson_agius: but the whole GOd kills a kitten thing is sad J.: i kno J.: im gonna try to save kittens J.: thats why i had to ask J.: sex doesnt kill kittens J.: you still sure about disowning me? crimson_agius: omg J.: ? crimson_agius: i dont want to date yuo J.: i kno... i was actually refering to that fact id be fscking someone else.. but ok J.: i wanted your permission J.: i dont ever want to betray you crimson_agius: yes you have my blessing but is it the bitch lacey??? J.: no, shes much too far away crimson_agius: good she a rotton whore J.: and its not laura either *eww* J.: theres no one planned yet... but its a kinda precaution... crimson_agius: VERY GOOD! J.: laura is ..we... gross J.: well^ J.: shes fucked hella ppl to get at kiel, or cuz she horny or whatever.. eww eww eww crimson_agius: damn straight J.: im thinking more like finding a chick whos lovable, and actually feeling un-brtraying-like when i start to fall in love crimson_agius: thats good J.: its happend.... i jus feel so awful when i started to like christina... i didnt want to hurtyou or anything... but i guess i didnt... crimson_agius: JON DO IT J.: i guess i hella dumb for even liking you still, i mean, its obvious you didnt like me if you could lie like that J.: i will! dont worry! crimson_agius: lie how? J.: ... thnik hard J.: the main lie your keeping... or 'secret' or whatever crimson_agius: is it about you and I? or...what? J.: and then when you were telling me "oh, i was gonna break up with him tonite" kind of shit... J.: yes^^^ crimson_agius: JOn i thought we where having a decent conversation...shit J.: we are? crimson_agius: i forgot thats impossale for YOUI! J.: actually, theres alot of people who actually LIKE me now... hard for you to comprend, your prolly too bust thinking about who i was J.: but yes, people like me crimson_agius: thats nice J.: and if you try, its actually very easy to get along with me J.: im being open with you. i dont keep secrets, i dont lie, not anymore J.: i would rather die than live under the shame n guilt of being awful like i was crimson_agius: ok fine J.: so yeah.. did you ever love me? J.: i mean, theres still alot i can learn from you... if youd give me the time... J.: so many times i messd up... if i could get some feedback, i could continue to improve crimson_agius: at one point yes, but you were a differnt person then not like how you have changed crimson_agius: and that is all i want to tell you for now J.: well.. on the same note... would you date who i -was-? crimson_agius: this conversation is over J.: O.o? J.: its a simple question...? im not him, so it wont change anything crimson_agius: you know the answer to that question i'm dating Dan now and nomatter who came up to me nothing would change that J.: O.o? it was hypothetical... but ok J.: its kinda funny... cuz dan reminds me of a stupid me, 5 years ago J.: ....so im guessing you would? crimson_agius: i got to go for now and get to bed J.: of course J.: thanks tho J.: nitenite J.: and GoodBye crimson_agius: goodbye
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