2004-10-16 // 5:41 p.m.

and of course, i went to sea, wrote in the notebook ...... and left it in san diego, under my goddamn rack like always.
it was alot of half-important ranting about people that dont like me. of course, thats pretty much the entire content of this diary. so thats ok :D
last night i realized all my cool friends dont live here, or and in very short supply and all of these new people suck .. i want to know more people, almost like pensacola was, always meeting new people, always had backup friends, always keepin busy .... until night crew anywayz. now im on night crew even before i got a chance to obtain alot of SD friends.. and in sactown my friend-count is dwindling ... that one night, bein drunk with all those other peple around, that was cool... or when im with keck and like, 10 of his friends, thats neat. me n dwight drunk watchin a movie .... thats pretty w34k.
and theres always the 'i hav no girlie friend' rant.. but even im getting sick of hearing about that shit.
girls suck, and thats the only good side of things ~
so yeah. im thinking if a girl wants me, ill think about it, but otherwise...
last night i got to the drinkie, and me, dwiz, vance, this one posergirl i knew from mesa, and some guy go to mesa and drink. i get the idea going fer the drinkie, which is easy when they bring a girl... i drink to the fact that girl will not like me. so i do. she insists on knowing what my reason was (i didnt say out loud cuz it would'a sounded lame, ya kno?) well finally i tell her, and she seems to think it a challenge. .... but wouldnt you know, by the end of the night, shes making out with that other guy, and she happens to be asking me somethin *i dont know exactly what the question was anymore* but i answer "i told ya so!" and shes all "no fair!" i dont really kno why she said that, but i was right, she didnt end up likin' me did she?
i dont like how that type of things turn out but oh well.......
well.... i'ma go now
-0ut

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