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}{ some week after, weekend; Such A Pheramone Cult ~! }{

2004-09-08 // 3:23 p.m.

all i ever really wanted was what i had before
the only thing i ever really loved was hurting you


in about 4 or 5 hours it will have been exactly Five Years ago that i asked Jill "what would you say if i asked you to be me girlfriend?" ... i remember the words even..

i havnt updated in awhile. i went home, got real busy havin fun, then work

thursday i came to dawns fer a bit, but then went home cuz Ely called and said we cant get ahold of Ffej and hes off fer the weekend. friday mornin i pull into sac-town, hang out at kiels circle-K in folsom

i sleep

friday i visit jill,christina, natalie, laura ... yeah. and none of them like me, well 'like that'. but thats ok :D honest.

did.. um ... somethin? got drunk, went places .. david got into a fight with some wasted-dude in a pickup truck. dav id almost won, but some lil mexican jumped in. so then dwiz jumps in. but the mexican was trying to break it up.. so dwight helped... then everyone was cool, cuz the wasted-dude saw david cage-fight the weekend before...... . ok ~

saturday

did stuff again .... had mongolian BBQ, got drunk *lol* went places, hung out in a big crew. hung out with gutter punks. had alot of fun. picked fights with inanimate objects. my hands got very fucked up tho ...

sunday i drove back

monday i worked

tuesday i worked a lil harder. talked to becky alot actually ... she may not hate me anymore... ?

and today

i lil work... theres some new girl, on the other watch. i may get to talk to her on the next underway, but i prolly may never she her ... and someone named 'patty' has added me in her favorites. ??? i dont kno her, yet.

oh, and on sunday i kissed dawn. ... i feel kinda weird, cuz im at her house... err... and she doesnt seem to mind? so yeah.

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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