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2004-09-03 // 4:28 p.m. make change for a world that needs some... like i need someone. okay, today i actually brought the paper-journal. you lucky bastards. 2124 , 22AUG04 To begin, i cant get online while out to sea. Currently, im out to sea. So this is gonna be my Dland; my vent n whatnot. So before i dig into my day to day chornology & rants im gonna say that if your the one digging thru my shiot to find this, there's a way better online one *HEH* that dates back ~YEARS~ and that if you finish any significant portion, you might as well lie before trying to blackmail me cuz im crazy. and ill stab you with a broken broom. OKAY! so yesterday i made that DLand entry. Then later met Dawn n Kelly at the bowling alley; they were drunk, i was X million tired ... and i did have a little. That weird shot/lemon thing that tastes like choclate cake... Then we go to some bar i cant go into, then home; they take these other guys. I didnt want'a havta kill ppl but they left. Then i pass out just before its time to go to work. The Rant: Dawn starts mentioning the saturday i was home -n- calling ppl *i dun remember much* and asking if i loved her / insisting i admit my crush. it was a cool night, even tho the most action was just a couple hugs and a very breif hand-holding..... but yeah. Today we left port sometime after breakfast. Ive had hiccups the entire time since then; and some heartburn. Today was also long & tiring besides my not-sleep cuz of the whole "everybody's onboard & wants food" thing... and then a late turnover... 8:30! (2030) Bullshit! this whole damned place! grr. But i may even get 8 hrz tonite muster at 0630 Yeahy! -0ut 2211 , 23AUG04 Today was lame. Clarlie is too slow. *they nicknamed me charlie since my last name is scary* i may even have had 8 hrz and i was the most lathargic. Then -she- came. SIMANTON. i mention'd her breifly before... she was there for INDOC, then later id seen her at the Rec center... then finally walking with BROKAW.. heh... now shes FSA - Wardroom. my exact damn watch. and she smiles n waves at me sometimes. So. I Havta Ruin This. And Quick~! she came before dinner. I amazed all with my speed n skill fer dindin. got a little lazy afterz... but no one noticed. so yeah. havta be up.... 0331, alarm. 0400 for breakfast. 2246 , 25AUG04 i hav a headache. it hurts. yesterday i did my job fairly fast all day. i blame Becky. She smiled n stuff at mei was feeling shitty by the end of the day. thinking of trying to overwork me & then falling out during a meal... shes all "please dont, i like having you here" .... Today not so much; but still little things here n there... i dunno ... im gonna invite her home with me trm -> fer friday... i was volun-told to help haul cargo from 7th Deck up to 2nd Deck then to the RPPO storeroom... It sucked. and the air gets weirds and everything feels funny... and i got my headache. i was actually told to take a break! i was prolly tired by the end.. but theres GQ 1930-2130. i hav6ta be up 0334 trm. Becky wont agree to ciming home w/ me *LOL* busy all day, need sleep. -0ut 2220 , 26AUG04 Trm at around 1300 we pull in. at around 1340 CO. says we may have liberty call. The Navy hates me. i dont think ill be off till 1500+ meanwhile today i found out i dont like Becky. Too much like laura; all the bad, almost none of the good. so shes done. i may just stay in SD, party w/ Dawn. tell Ely/Ffej there SOL my luxury item for this paycheck is a CD Player. a good one tho, w/ Bass & earphones n such. Today i am tired. im'a sleep now. Chornology was basic -> meal, work meal work meal work GQ work here. WOW!! i kinda like fernando. but she would never like me. and she "fiance'd" ... w34k! ok sleep -0ut 2037 , 01SEP04 Si i miss days & have 2 separate journals going. Fuck you, give me internet onboard. Yeah. So the party that DLand doesnt kno is how bad i may be falling for becky. Mainly cuz of how much she reminds me of Jill/Laura, but maybe cuz of her own traits. she has a journal. neither of them did that really.... i want another chance now, wanna try this time.. of course, i fucked shiot up. Go Me ~! Today she was a little meaner, so i got a little more annoying. but i started laughing, for like 1 1/2 hour(s) ... kinda creeped out everybody, i got counseled, so did she, by like 2 or 3 ppl ... so after the counsel-cluster-fuck she was nice to me & i was nice to her. im gonna ofter my help just like i did laura. maybe she'll taake it? i'd be truly surprized if she came to SAC-Town wit me... but she wont ill still offer ... heh iv'e bein listentin to Slipknot more than Alkaline Trio ... Crazyness!! Wow... its long i havta be up at 0332 .. -0ut okies, done with the paper went to work, found out becky used to like SLipknot... scary but she also likes montenegro more than me i kno, cuz he did that whole motion thing that means hes gonna call her and she was all smiley n shit.... so whatever. then i slept alot. im prolly going to Dawns after this ... ill call ely/ffej about trm gonna pay that damn ticket, but i cant get a hold of those ppl fuck talkin to mardas on AIM ... shes coming to SD on the 12th, but her ship is out to sea um i think im'a go ... -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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