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}{ girlies, beach, and adultery }{

2004-07-30 // 7:57 a.m.





ok

im updating kinda frequently again. but of course, its cuz i have stuff to say

so i went to ahrens, holt went too. i dont kno if i mentioned, but hot girlies were supposed to be there. they kinda werent. one of there many cars were. just one.

so we swam n surfed. it was fun. i tried awhile without a boogie-board, and got tired much quicker than normal. the ocean is bigger than me.

so laterz we were all waiting for pizza when the girlie arrived. and we kinda talked to them, but not really.

then we kinda had amusic-fight, cuz we had loud music, then they pt on loud music to counter, then we got louder, etc.... the cops came. everybody kinda ran scared. but not really. we just hid our shiot. the cop talked to ahrens, then lefted. thats when we talked to the girls.

first i liked liked the blond, cuz she seemed crazy, and i like that. but then 'amanda', the fine one talked to me n stuff. concensus is that she prollys likes me. what now? i dont kno how to act in front of girls. never have. by mere chance or coincidence have i accomplished anything in that field. but this girl is normal, she acts like a normal, slightly overindulged, girl. i dont know what to do. at all.

today i may not even see them, their plan was to go to coronado. but i ranted too soon.

more stuff happened.

everybody was drinking. of course, normal ppl dont usually have enough alcohol to get me really fucked up. especially not girls. so i was maybe a lil buzzed, i lil relaxed. and i was tired from the ocean, so i seemed relatively normal n calm.

well, it got worse

the blond n the 'ugly one' *or at least, the least attractive girl in the group* are kinda, well, familiar with each other, and the ahrens' have bein looking to get someone in a threesome.

but the tale gets weirded.

the blond says "well, i prolly would if i wasnt a virgin." ..... and they all affirm this.

goddamnit, i can never find a girl with anything resembling experience. maybe they kno better than to get near me? well,

things just keep gettin weirder, mainly the ahrens'' doing. amanda went to take a shower, i walked to the beach, and when i got back everyone was missing?

amanda decided to sleep, the other two were upstairs, in the ahrens' apartment. oh no.

well, later on i find that josh, the male ahrens, had kissed the ugly one... that of course upset the wife ahrens'

???

well, williams trys to do the right thing and apologize for this... but i fear it came too late...

so we may not even be permitted to talk tot he girls, they may hate us *and for once im not the cause?*

altho i realize, ahrens' does kinda remind me of kiel ... kinda.

well

i sleep on ahrens till 0520 *only about 5 hours* and go to the barge

then to skoo

i sleep, like comatose sleep, i have a weird dreamage, then wake up to a twizzler in my mouth. the licorise candy... but still. it could have bein worse. no more letting the guard down like that

read the book awhile after a shower

now im here ...

gonna go to the beach i hope?

-0ut

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