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| }{ UCMJ Article 666 : All commissioned and non-commissioned officer who ask their subbordanants to iron their civilian attire need to get cock-slaped. }{ |
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2004-07-04 // 12:56 p.m. today wasnt fun wow. so im sitting here ... just sitting ... mind was wiped ... holy shit. hope for the best, prepare for the worst, and watch as something totally unexpected happens .... lauren updated. i like that. i even kinda like what she had to say. or at least, im not mad or anything. but i better stick chronology before i rant or ill forget everything its bein awhile i went n hung out wit georgie n thompson, we watched spiderman 2, it was cool friday i had duty, it sucked, alpha working party n such. not too bad tho saturday i slept till 1345 and went to the mall. im such a girl, i got a new outfit, i feel cute. started replacing my old cd's too... but its gonna take months, if not years. today today hasnt bein the best. i was stopped at the gates on the pier for my shave, written up even. so goin to work tuesday isnt gonna be fun. then i did, and im stopped tryin to leave the barge to iron my fuckin pants ............................... what? theyre brand fuckin new, the material isnt wrinkled at all, theyre a lil baggy tho?? and when has it bein that i havta have clean pressed civilain attire??? oh the rage set in, but i didnt do anything that would get me court martial'd ... i instead read the BMR, UCMJ, and BJM .. none of them mentioned ironing or cleaning civilian clothes. then i did iron, kinda, cuz the material clinged to the iron ... it made them look worse. but whatever im gonna come online, pay the bills, then go watch chinese ppl die on dynasty warrior 3 w/ georgie. but lauren emailed. the email i kinda fought back.. it didnt really explain much. the diary entrie... now i feel shitty and kinda mad i didnt really see this coming. i guess thats why im upset. i never thought id have had this much sway over her... and i thought we'd be all happy n stuff when we saw each other.... nope not my luck i guess im being karmically withdrawn before i go n have fun, right as my luck bucket was starting to fill again too ... oh well i dont really kno where this rant is heading ... random thoughts ... i dotn really kno how to cope well, i do... and i do. but the two obvious ideas arent very good i could just give in, let her get whatever she wants and be done with it.... at least she'd be happy. but thats not -me- i could just keep doin want i wanna do... but then she'd run away and never come back i suppose theres a compromise... but it looks like our goals are a little too separate for one to work. maybe were both overeacting she said she may call. thats prolly a good idea im gonna go kill chinese ppl and try not to let this get to me ... and right when i thought life was gonna make sense again ~? ***INTERMISSION: i re'read the email*** ... okay, shes replyed to the drunk email. and if thats what made her mad, no. i was drunk, and i mentioned sex. drunk, okay? and i mentioned it. if thats what set her off... no, it cant be. it cant be because shes not -that- unreasonable. shes not a stupid lil girl like all the rest, shes not. shes not the same kind of trash that i havta see every fuckin day complain about the same shit but never realized they ask for it. no, shes smart... its obviosly something else that set her off.... its hasta be -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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