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2004-06-05 // 5:53 p.m. this is prolly one'a those weird 'destiny' entries i had an entry before this i was re-reading my old shit... like, old old shit, and this one passage caught my eye : "Another reason i feel lame; I hav no real problems.. my family knows when to leave me be, i hav frineds, a career jus waiting fer me, a current job, a car, and more genius than anyone could ever get the full use out of ... theres only one problem i hav, and its lame and self-inflicted ... no one loves me Well, theres ppl who are keeping me here, and they only managed to do that because they said they love me ... But no one has the capability to truly, blindly, n insanely reciprocate my amounts of affection ... no one ... so im stuck, knowing that anyones who ever speaks does so without knowing what there saying ... I wish ppl could feel what i feel... the intenscity of each emotion, yet so quicky to fade into a vague memory .... " ... I just hope I was wrong.
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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