2004-05-17 // 4:16 p.m.

http://www.geocities.com/nearlynormal_jonathan/laurendrawing.jpg
i posted the link ^^^ lauren drew that, not me

well, as usual i had a fairly planned entrie, then i read laurens email&diary and is all *aww shes so sweet* goddamnit

today sucked. well not really, but there hasta be balance, i seriously think i have 49% karma, its the only way to explain it

i got sick over the weekend, fer reals

i officially blame the stopped up toilet. im gonna complain if its not fix by tommorrow morning. and, well, ill bring the chain of command down on that place, im smell sensitive, and it was very hard to sleep.

i went towards the berthing feeling a lil tired, and a lil sick. i woke up this morning much more tired, and much more sick. sleep is supposed to do the opposite. throughout the day iv been progressively getting better... now im kinda sniffly n my throat hurts some... but still

went to basic DC (Damage Control) today, went to urianalysis, only to find out its -next- monday.. fuck this place

hated life during DC, not only because i was so sick i couldnt think about lauren very well, and i was dizzy even ... but then at the end i got all sorts of weird daydreams, like if parts of the ship started exploding n stuff ... scary scary

but the instructor had an appointment at 1200, we got out early, i went to the module n got to hang out

thompson, someone i had yet to meet i met, hes pretty cool, we went to the hetmart n got food n snacks ... that helped

Ellerd wants me i think... its kinda scary ... cuz shes kinda hot, and its weird to all a sudden have girls like me ... and ~

and right before quarters, i guess i had sat in the chair in the back, and it had this weird yellowish-brown powdery stuff on it ... all on my buttcrack now ... fuckin lovely

i had planned on washing n ironing the utilities today, but still!!! again, ellerd looked; thats how i found out *shudders*

but that was my day

lauren emailed me with a pic she drew, and i saved it ... but i have forgotten to link it :( sucks to be you

she made an entrie

*sigh* shes so coolies ... unstoppable. i already have the next few month-anniversarie presents planned out ... cuz theres all sorts of stuff i wanna buy her, but to keep from going bankrupt i havta spread it out some :)

for a part, she said she was mad at me ... you should have seen the smile, ear-to-ear ... that thrill, that adrenaline; its what i live for ~

anyways

im'a get her something fer this one .. im kind of afraid, only cuz the present may end up replacing me *lol* but i doubt it

she thinks im'a let her take my shirt off? wtf??

but anyways, i dont really have anything to talk about. honest.

is it weird that i think about lauren every time i wash my nutz?

-0ut

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