2004-05-17 // 6:47 p.m.

im a monster
and im almost out of time
and im real hungry

out of time

okies

i ironed n laundry'd my uniform

drew lauren, she called, it rocked

kinda made friends in the berthing while ironing

we came to the rec.center *computer place*

once here, i requested a scanner computer ... sucky thing is, this girl was all rude n stuff

"i need to delelte some pictures, okay? do you mind?"

well

i un-delelted her pictures and am uploading them... they were obviously to her boyfriend, and while you done see anything, she was naked in a few *lol*

im a monster ... but i dont take shit from people ... or at least without getting even. and when she finds herself a topic of gossip .. heh. ...

oh

Lauren_Draw_6.gif ... i fucked it up, cant draw hands, gave up on the feet ...

almost of out time

inking it made it worse, and usual - and the scanner hates me

this girl was dumb, the uploads are taking forever. FOREVER! even after i resized them, theres no advanced editor on this computer, or else i could have done something with them, made them fit ... damnit

im so evil

this girl is gonna hate life

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okies, im back ... and back on the same puter, destorying this girls life *heh*

im had to resize them as i mentioned, then i re-saved them as *.gif ... that brought them down about about 220K each. this connection is slow as hell tho so each takes a few minutes to upload. theres five. ones done. cant wait. im such an awful person, and i can feel the darkest creeping into my soul every time i do something thats actually evil ... but i feel so compelled to!

i guess im'a get payback for this laterz, somethin bads gonna happen to me. i just hope its not too bad ~ i hope

i also hope lauren isnt mad at me for this. i dont think she will be, but still....... its my thought that if you cant do something without being able to get away with it, then you prolly shouldnt do it. this girl didnt kno how to operate that scanner too well, and didnt kno how to fully delete her naked self off this !~PUBLIC~! computer. i cant stress that enough. if this was her home computer, or even someone elses home computer i would not have even been too inclined to dig them up again; much less upload them .... but shes dumb, and this is a very public computer on a military base. shes hella dumb.

and maby your gonna try to say "oh, what if that was lauren, and she was trying to do this for you?" well, its her risk to take for one, secondly, i think shes kinda dumb for what shes done, cuz shes done worse. but since she doesnt seem too worried about the consequences then neither am i. what made this girl 'amber' dumb is the fact the did this with the intention of getting away with it; without anyone else seeing these pcitures, and thats dumb.
really dumb

these damn things are taking forever ... #2 froze up twice, so i gave up n went to three ... hopefully better luck?

and shortly after i typed that i got to start #4 ... 4 and 5 are the worst *lol* im truly am i monster. i iggyed my girlfriends call to destroy some random girls life..... i feel bad inside, but at the same time, that evil-kind-of-good. i wonder what kind of bad things is gonna happen to me to balance this one out???

http://www.geocities.com/nearlynormal_jonathan/amber.GIF

http://www.geocities.com/nearlynormal_jonathan/amber2.GIF

http://www.geocities.com/nearlynormal_jonathan/amber5.GIF

http://www.geocities.com/nearlynormal_jonathan/amber3.GIF

http://www.geocities.com/nearlynormal_jonathan/amber4.GIF

i put the linkes up in advance, if they work i succeeded, if they dont i didnt... im running low on time again. damnit.

i miss lauren still

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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