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2004-05-16 // 10:01 p.m.
as for yesterday, three entries is too much but ill prolly happen today too i talked to lauren alot Alot. last night, as well as getting a sore throat, not from talking tho, but from a disease i picked up well anyways, one thing at a time we talked alot, about alot and well ... i prompted, she daid 'i love you' and i said it back Game Over. im done ... its over fer me ... she apparently likes me alot; i read her entrie too ... but i knew it beforehand i think i think im gonna stop being pessimistic about this ... this is me letting the guard down, letting her in again... instead of if's n when's .. itll just 'be' ... im gonna die *lol* but whatever all night i kept waking up ... between my throat n my lack-of-sexual-attention ... well, sleeping is difficult at best but i keep getting all sorts of fun ideas out of the deal, so i guess its not all bad? um. oh yeah, i have a sore throat ... im guessing it was either handling the paintball gun, eating after people i didnt know, something from the computer i was at, or something in that bathroom .... those are the major possiblities ... either way, my throat hurts and its not cool. but i dont feel too sick or anything ... im gonna eat alot, and get Vitamin C ... hopefully that'll help stuff? my cellphone cant decide wheather or not it has reception ... damnit ... so even if lauren did try to call, i may not get it... my thumbnail still hurts from yesterday, but its looking better ... a kinda purple/pink spot .. so im not too concerned anymore i have nothing to do today except laundry but it can wait barely im out of stuff to cover my nuts with ... *lol* undies to be exact ... but its not tooooo big a deal *lol* i wanna see lauren .. or call or something ... i can feel the creepyness trying to override any sense of self .... i know its still very possible to drive her away, even if she thinks she likes me but im not witholding anything, its not like im being untrue to myself to impress her... even back in the day when i called constantly ... i kinda didnt want to, but i just thought i had to? ill call her when im done eating prolly maybe ill write her a letter *lol* or draw something im not felling up to rollerblading today ... i still may laters tho? um i think im done? -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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