2004-05-15 // 6:03 p.m.

http://jhonenusagi.diaryland.com/index.html
im bored kinda, always waiting
w34kness everywhere

yesterday i only rollerbladed fer an hour, but i still got all tired n stuffs ... thats cuz iv grown w34k.

i called lauren, cuz i had thought she was gonna call back but didnt; well, right as i did i received her message telling me not to call ... too late tho, i still talked to her.

she was all sad n stuff, her mommy hates her... i dont really kno the details, but i tryed to be there for her. i sucked at it *lol*

i went to barnes n nobles last night, well, it took me almost an hour to get there, cuz not only is it kinda far, but i couldnt find it. i figured out tho that if sunrise, madison, arden, manzanita n auburn became multi-laned freeways, then sacramento would be a lil'r san diego ... at branes n noble i bought Inuyasha #6 & #7, and a map of san diego, cuz i need one.

i sleepytimed awhile, had a weird dream

in the beginning it was like a normal day, except everything was actually kinda 'off' ... but thats okay, laurens hair was yellow, like now ... somewhere along the lines tho, a lauren with blue hair shows up breifly, the blue-haired lauren was the one that usd to be my girlfriend, but now hates me ... yellow-haired lauren was in the same scene, in the front seat, making out w/ me .... later on, cuz were all jus kinda hanging out, stuff happens that i dont remember, but yellow-haired lauren keeps not-being around, but red-haired-lauren shows up??? this lauren wants cock, and is very sensual in everything shes doing; and she almost completely ignores my presense .....

well, i was quite attracted to red-haired-lauren, and i was following her into these tunnels when the dream ended, but the plan was to corner her, and then we'd prolly get it on *lol*

i awoke from that dream, 0647, i needed to get ready n stuff to go play paintball ... and i did, i left late, got no breakfast, and arrived ten minz late ... no big deal, others were late too by more. i played, got shot by marines, shot a marine, multiple games later im tired, hungry, and injured

not by the paintballz tho, see - the gun i was using had the bolt poking out on the left, not on top like every other gun iv used .... and sometimes my thumb slides up to get more control... well, at the end of the last game, as a was shooting marines, my thumb went too high and nearly tore off my thumbnail ... hurt like hell, it cracked the side of the nail, and all under the nail got purple n red n black ... ewwwww... and it hurt. so i was done, w34k as it may be

stuck around fer lunch, cuz i was hungry, ate 3 1/2 lunches, myne, a free one someone gave me, this one guys who didnt like his *he only ate a bite or few* and half of another ... damn i ate alot ... crazy alot

then i got kinda sleepy, from over-eating ... so i left, they were kinda disappointed but whatever

i plan on rollerblading again today, as soon as the eaty-sleepys wear off... and typing a bunch in the meanwhiles

i miss lauren, i sent her a text message, but she has yet to return it ... she made an entrie but it was 15 hours agoo ..... i want more!!!!!

eventually shes gonna post the letters i send her, kinda more completeness' of the days iv bein having ??

im gonna read the megatokyo iv missed over the past few months!!! i want more of the books ... there are only two out!! five chapters tho...

weirdness... a single tear.. outta nowhere ... im scared now ... cuz i wasnt thinking of anything that could make me not-happy... i was actually pretty happy???? wtf??? im'a call lauren, time is 1534 ....

anyways

http://jhonenusagi.diaryland.com/index.html <-- thats her new diary, lauren that is

shes cute

-0ut

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