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2004-05-12 // 3:16 p.m. i try i spent more time on the phone yesterday with lauren than i planned on not to say it was a bad thing, at least not fer me ... but i would almost bet shes getting sick of me im feeling more comfortable with her tho, the more contact i have the more that seems to happen ... i dont claim to understand need to go to the NEX today, get shower stuff, agin. i leave my shit out forgetting, cuz im so used to the luxary of having a bathroom that isnt shared with 18x2 people, cuz two berthings share one head. its almost kinda disgusting. i wanna see lauren so badly, iv bein thinking about her all day ... of course, i cannot afford seeing lauren every weekend. that sucks. and i owe mom 280$, the card 420$, and my loan acct 320+$ ..... not good. now, i should be getting a raise, sea pay, and BAS in addition to my usual cash flow, so im hoping ill have had this paid off by the end of may. i hope. this church guy confronted me last nite, talked to me ... im not expecting stuff like that when im on-base, its weird. and i went to this bible study, cuz i have nothing better to do. it was alright i guess ... and today i saw the chaplain *for indoc :P* ... so yeah i need to do laundry too, cuz it seems everyone does laundry on thursday. i need to be ahead of the game ~ ill prolly be times-up fer me soon ... stupid computer place. i cant really think of much more to say? im getting better at drawing, after seeing my old way of doing things, and alot of re-researching my technique i think i may be able to start producing some quality work. i never thought id take this that seriously... but i want the best for lauren, so i havta try my best, do my best ...... im pathetic. -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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