01MAY04 // 2310

Lauren, why?
life looks to be reforming its balance
and till then everythings gonna be off-skelter

talking to lauren on AIM

missed some days

ok, holy shit, i missed alot

iv forgotten alot of those days, shit!

well, whatever weird tiff i was in is gone, i like lauren alot still - she likes me, but she isnt on leave, her life was/is still going full tilt, i jus havta deal with it

i couldnt sleep the nite of the 28th, left home 0500 the 29th

drove fer eight hours +

couldnt find my ship, well, except its so fucking HUGE! omfg!

then i cant find where to park, i later find out its hella far away so i wasnt gonna

i pakred in E-7 and above.. blah

got passed around, and in the swirl of confuzion got n rack, shown my space i was to work, and got handed off between supervisors a bunch, and my leave got ended ... and i ran my plan past a master chief supervisor.. he seemed down wit it ...

so at around 1500 i got as far away as possible

mommy said she'd loan me money fer a flight, at in my panic i accepted ... so i spent about as much time waiting fer my flight in that airport than if i had driven, but i got to read n sleep n talk to people

finally back in sac, i get home n sleepy time

wake up today at 1100'ish

get ready, realize i left everything but my records n seabag in my car

so i put on a nice polo shirt n dockers

lauren called, she was at the mall after work, but her mom got her first so she couldnt hang out

then travis says come to the mall ... grr'ness

well, hanging out in the mall was weird, id say 'hi' to random people and they would say anything back ... im hella normal tho? wtf??

well, someone in the group mentions how i looked like i could be one'a there dad's ... no wonder, im going serious pedaphile-style here

so

after irritating CJ girlfriend, by saying stuff like "alright, should i give you your allowance this wweek or next wekk" , "dont you talk back to me young lady" , etc.. *people bought it too!* we left, i came home, and quick whipped up a new outfit *lol* most of clothes i was about to throw away

me travis n david were gonna do somethin, duinno what

i call lauren

i got to see her *YaY!*

she stole my alkaline trio hat tho .. and got her collar back ... damnit

but she knows i have her alkaline trio shirt so yeah ! :P

anyways

then we go to dwights, hang out while he plays FF8 .. it was fun, we made fun of the characters n shit .. eventually he's all tired n grown up at like 9:30 so blah

we go cruzing, i yell at ppl out my window, it was fun .. and stoped by this park place?

but

the night ended

now im here

my plane leaves trm at 1745

but i might get to see lauren trm :) i hope

i havta iron trm ... call about about getting a command ball cap ... myne kinda sayz "NTTC CORRY" on it *lol*

but yeah

im'a go fer nows

-0ut

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