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20APR2004 // 2330





i guess today was 4:20 or some shit

whatever

woke up, im missing more n more sleep

went to the recruiters office, chilled, shredded papers

went to BV, cuz i mentioned a knew dwights crew ...

well most of dwights crew graduated, and i guess i didnt know the rest. i saw this girl that used to go to mesa, one from DEP who i followed around, and i saw Lauren

um

then i went back, got the cards fer mesa, and went to mesa passing out cards to teacher who may want me to do a presentation.

no extra wallets of my bootcamp pic? wtf?? i saw these old old photos, one of my dad n mom getting married ... he was in dress blues, petty officer third class ... *lol* .. i saw pics of my grandma back in the day, she wasnt too bad lookin, i would have done her

*lol* thats gross

*shudders*

i got travis n dwiz, lauren said she couldnt come, but she wanted me to stop by ... it seems shes going to prom with some guy??? but i think shes down. i never got a definite answer

but we had to go ... i guess were all supposed to be in white fer this thing, and keck n alyssa cancelled there less-cool plans ... so we did that

it was fun, i think the waitress liked me ;) i went in dress whites, even dwight had white on!! i got pictures tho ;0 :D heheh

so then i went home, changed out, went to dwights ... got all sorts of sleepy

now im here

see, there a weird conflict thingy goin on in my brain

whenever in with lauren theres this bit of uncomfortableness and i dont know why exactly... maby i just dont trust her, i mean, smashing someones heart all jellyfied like can kind leave that effect? maby its cuz her mommy doesnt like me

whatever ... she sees what i think she whats tho ... meanwhile

whenever shes not around, shes running thru my mind *ask her if shes tired :P* and i keep wanting to call n stop by n stuff ... i have nothing to say worth calling for, and stopping by is still prolly a bad idea ...

but still!

plus theres all sorts of other future-stuffs, like about when i leave, does she still wanna try to make stuff work or whatever ???? i use the word 'whatever' too often.. im'a stop

im gonna ask her questions n stuff, get to the bottom of things. im very curious



What Psych-Ward do you belong to?

-0ut

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