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}{ i dont know who your boyfriend is ~? }{

2004-04-19 // 1:31 a.m.

past, future ... whatever
she took me hostage and made her demands,
i wonder if she kept my fingers from last time we did this?

today.. easyer than it sounds

i wake up, realize im not mad at dwight, i prolly would have done worse, like shot out my own damn window

so i get the plan, me lauren dwiz n new'laura go hang out

Lauren calls all early, waking me up from my coolies dream

the world ended, and i saw -two- endings .. the first, since its the future i end up on this robot-suit thing and battle a giant robot that wants to step on me and stop microsoft from using the secret formula which unleashes infinite uncontrolled power which will destroy the world ... and then me, as the narrantor says "and while thats happening, i would have avioded that life if i had gotten to the stocking store" and i goes to where i hoped into this store, tights n stockings n shit, fer ladies n ricky-ninjas ... and its all post-apocalyptic n stuff outside, ragin tidal waves n shit ... well, a whole bunch of fine ladies are traped in here, but only a rare few ricky-ninjas ... well, it turns into a bad porno from there on out *lol* except fer the part where i walk outside, and the landscape ... the earth was wiped clean .. just a few bigass planks of wood that where buildinds were left... i giant tree had slid down this mountainside where this city was... it stopped right before this building... and the rest, right after the building, was underwater .... and lauren wakes me up

*BEEP*BEEP*

new message

she left her cover fer work in my car

well fast froward some

we pick up new'laura

us three get lauren, but she works till 3, not 2 like she said

so we try to fill the CO2 - but the place was closed

we get lauren

and go to dwights

hang out, make out, they smoke out

but that doesnt last long, we havta go get natalie now ? well we dont tho, instead we drop off laura??

and go out to walmart? to get paint

and we eat at jack-in-the-box ... i have the paldido or some shit ... it was good

paying too much attentin to lauren

but she hasta go home

..

then we go to dwight

he meets up with michael, and ditches me ... i kinda wanted to be ditched tho , another chances to be with lauren

it doesnt happen tho, she was smart enough to turn off her cellphone

so i go get stuff fer gran from walgreens

and come home

and wait fer mom to be done on the phone and get online

Lauren is there

we talk

then we talk about the stuff ... we, her, us, our past

well, it went better than i would have bet

she wants to see me agin

:) ?

i dunno

my brain is kinda scrambled ... i dont really kno what to do

well, i know exactly what would be perfect ... but is that me? is that what i want?

and iv bein reading some of my ancient shit

http://fiendbynite.diaryland.com/030401_33.html

crazyness

so i dunno

next time io see her, im'a do whatever i feel

so yeah

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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