2004-04-17 // 11:58 p.m.

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why havnt you called yet?
can we spell L_E_A_V_E ??

omg ... it jus deleted my entrie

crazy amounts of pissed off

omg

ok

i hung out with antalie, got the CO2 filled, met natalies friend named 'laura' whose a dumb stoned girl

saw lauren agin, took her n her brother to game, which sucks

make'd out w/ lauren tho

shot stuff, and some lil kids, after dropping natalie off

.....

today

laura wanted to go to the river, but didnt - instead the group we assembled had to go to her ghetto-zone west sac house

but leave fer awhile to drop lauren off at a party she had to go to

come back, the other driver got drunk, so i took everyone

we, being me dwiz matt n CJ

we went to see keck, he had his potato gun, travis n JQ

shot stuff

ate at my house

he shot this shaving-cream round at me, covered my car in shaving creme ... so dwiz unloads on keck

but doesnt bother to tie the bag full of paint back up so all those lil damn balls go everywhere, including under the gas petal

i flip, im not used to that level of complete incompetence and irresponsiblity ... altho i have bein spolied by military amounts of such things, even kecks crew seemed to have their shit together.. protocol in place to make sure things were good to go ... when we first started the gun wouldnt work because they didnt think to cauk it ......

so yeah, i flip

undue, yes ... but it had a purpose, we cant be so lax with this, and something so careless as tieing the damn bag up after loading the gun?

well it needed cleaning anyways, and so did my car.. and i was getting drowsy.. all the eating i think

but dwiz couldnt handle the critizism, he got all pissed off ... just another reason to end it ...

so now im here

i think im taking gran to walgreens tomorrow

lauren said she wanted to see me agin, i told her "its up to you" .. she hasta call me ... because last time i got too-involved and started being assertive like that, she ended up hating me fer a year n a half

so yeah

i dont kno if i mention my secret plot

i was gonna try to mkae out with as many ppl as possible... a few main target were lauren, christina, jana, n janene ... and if you remember any of this from cast of whatever; jana is jill lil sister, janene is the mom

its so fucked up, but i wanna anyways

or at least i did

i would be content to be able to hang out with lauren 24/7 .. but of course if i admit to it, ill nenver see her agin

it sucks, i cant tell her how i feel cuz ill lose her

altho, i just realized, im not being true to myself ... thats not good ... trm i think ill call her all creppy like, ask to see her ... yeah, come clean n all that

lauren says she enjoyed listening me sing along to ICP ... thats new, especially if youve even seen my car swerve all crazylike to the song too ?

but whatever

maby ill go over n hang out with jana trm? heh.

-0ut

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