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}{ a short description for a fairly long rant }{

2004-03-31 // 12:08 a.m.

Rate me!! or meet me?
but i got called, so im quite happy :D
if im wrong tho. 916 521 5422

im writing an entry

today, i woke up, did laundry, signed the watchbill, went to class, ate dinn/lunch, went to the mall w/ lisa, who met up w/ ppl, bought stuff *damnit* and then

came home, timmys d/l'ing a new game which screw'd me out of ragnarok ... but i have watch so its prolly a good thing

iv spent alot of time on Hot ot Not ... like itll work or somethin. but ppl double-matched me, so ?

speaking of which.

Rate me!! or meet me?

anyways

i hate sluts, i just havta say it agin

i finished the third Inu Yasha manga-book thingy i have ... at the mall, they didnt hav #4, but itll be in on friday

along with all sorts of other stuff i wanted ... byebye paycheck.

speaking of which

im'a go reallocate my cash.

i feel like i have rants inside me, waiting to be typed .. but nothin comes to mind

i mean, you guys kno so much already, i hate zombies, my triple fucked up love-life ... all sorts of other stuff ... i cant think of anything to tell you havnt already heard before. am i having a true-self realization? hav i typed enough to actually dispense my entire personality?

no

not even

cuz i kno theres all sorts of personality that cant be put down on this.

at all.

i kno! ill create a new open-journal so that ppl can type shit about me!? oh the sweetness, a more complate picture!! *drools* i cant wait ?

except no one would post anything in it but me. no body really cares about that kind of shit that much, ya kno?

also

my outgoing and such nature makes me end up meeting all sorts of new ppl, but i kno ill never get with them, ill never hav any kind of bond or future ... the world is cram-packed with NPC garbage, zombie cannon-fodder ... i hate it, because it detracts from my search. theres somebody out there, i can feel it ... it like playing a really long RPG, every time you fuck up, you get a less-cool ending, but the more yoy stay on track, the better the ending. i kno, even tho i fucked up alot, i can still get one of the good endings. *ill of course play again afterwards* but still, i kno i can get it ... but all these factors, these infinite number of things i have to do, so many chances to lose out ... it upsets me

and of course, theres that whole "im afraid of girls" thing ... iv pretty much conquered it, bu i still kinda studder when im in one'a those nervou-causing spots ... especially if iv had time to think. when its truly spontaneous, i can say something dumb and the moment ends and im safe agin

i really hate zomboes

im'a have a fishing boat and a zombie-bunker.

but still, where is my destiny, how do i get there?

who is 'the one' ... even tho theres prolly closer to five.. cuz im good at fuckin shit up

*sigh*

like that one girl i met last nite. she'd be so cool, but at the same time, how do i kno? and also, what i do kno is iv prolly already fucked it up, so why try?

Why fucking try anymore???

why dont i just go full-depressive and hate life and chirl up in a lil ball and cry until my eye fall out and im dead

why?

why did i hav an entry like this last nite, only less?

well, destiny is coming close ... the eve of something big is arriving ...

i think i need my mind open, i havta wake up from NPC status and live life for a little while

!r4wR

-0ut

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