2004-03-07 // 11:20 p.m.

I love my car ~!
I miss home ~!
Please save me ~*

well, i didnt go paintball'ing saturday. what a loser. i slept till 3pm.

johnson tells me to go to the beach. niki is at the mall w/ friends. i go to the beach.

mardas, vanessa *johnsons ..um..*, christina *the coolest 3yo old*, and mardas were there ... only not there, they were at a totally different part of the beach.

so im all 'grr'

and then they call, and we go eat, at McDonalds, and get icecream at the adjacent baskin robbins (both in gulf breeze) and then

we go .. um ...

to the mall, yea ..

and chill

then home i think

i dont remember

online, mardas asks me what i think about her b/f. and i tell her.

carrie says she wants to hang out w/ me.

LeslieIrene says she loves me .. but i think it was an accident

Jen, i think her name was, acidreams, says hi, and we talk about alkaline trio

i talk to jq/keck/yssa on yahoo .. they were all at the same sn, alyssa's

um

i try to sleep at 0000, but end up not sleeping till 0300

i wake up fer muster, muster goes hella quick, i come back n sleep

i wake up at, like 1330'ish .. get ahold of johnson, i am told to go to Taco Bell.

niki is cleaning, doing colors, and ironing today ... ??? ... wtf? im starting to wonder about her.. maybe its cuz i tryed asking her out? ill catch up with her tho

anywayz~

get there, a whole bunch of ppl .. but

it ends up the same crew, + mixer

go to the mall, i got this CD, rock horror punk-rock show ... they re-did all the songs from rocky... alkaline trio did "theres a light over at the frankenstein place" ... sweetness!!!!!!!! and i got jill a postcard,

..., then back to base fer a bit, then the beach

almost got to get drunk, but no, mardas had some kind of emergency she couldnt tell me about ... wtf? .. but, she seemd fer-real about it, so i took her word fer it n we all left.

damn. jamie n carrie calld while i was at the beach ... i got a hold of them. jamies having fun n will call trm, carrie wanted to hang out

... so then we get back on base, i clean up real quick. go to get carrie ... only shes not answering her phone anymore? so i keep trying every few songs until the CD ended *Alkaline Trio - Goddamnit*

then i leave a msg saying i gave up n went home

n i went home

found johnson, the CDO was giving them shit... we try to watch the lion king 1 1/2 ... but the CDO says "its 2220, time ot go to your rooms" ... wtf? im not in CORE anymore cockbuffer ... but whatever ...

so then

im here

BAM~

red-sin let me read her diary ... only shes 14 and really likes 'jarrod' ... *lol*

i got my profile up on AIM, kinda ... im'a slowly made it cool, like all the others.

and now ... i think im done typing.

on the girl-front

no news from niki, only im gonna ask her for an answer by next weekend.

mardas let me massage her at the beach, but it was an obviously friends-only thing, and she was very tense thru it

jill is thrall to a demon somewhere, no news altho shes supposedly gonna call

and, um

i think thats it?

oh, and sandy didnt call ... weird, i guess she found someone new to call?

err

now im done

-0ut

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