2004-01-29 // 4:31 p.m.

almost weekend

okies. i went to the concert, it was orchestra ... i brought morrison, birch, and plager *i think* boltons 3rd-class roommate ... anyways, i got there later than 1900 like i was told to cuz i couldnt find the place ... we watched this school play... and went after half n hour they got up and left n a new set of ppl came, thats when i realized i prolly missed what i came for. the group i saw was wearing red-n-white uniform... the new oncoming group i didnt stay for had these dress-black-n-white-suit-tie-looking-thingys on .... so yea

that was about it.

yesterday was PT

but before that, still getting my ass kicked by that lesson.

to the point i had planned on goin to volo.

serious.

so anyways, went to the optometrist, found out they overdosed my prescription in bootcamp, so they gave me the right ones, and they rock. like i saw this recepit chit thing, and like these two boxes had numbers, one was 1.5 somethin, one was 1.1 somethin ... and they were one-lined and over them put -2- .... and of course class was class, nothin really happened. during lunch i tryed to get this fax out, from Rosa, to the insurance, but the puters in the library were down? ... i came back to the form-up-spot , next to the dumpsters, and saw brassill, and froze. WTF?

later on, talking to ppl, in the galley ... birch, rose, bolton, and 'mike'? ... and she came in.... birch actually saw me freeze up like a fuckin stone then ... when other ppl can -see- it, it must be bad. so 'mike' actually goes n talks to her.. her name is 'leia' ... coolies, but yet

the night kept goin, im feeling really dumb for not talking to this girl already, so im getting kinda crazy with determination. and so it happens to be that rose n birch go off and tell me to post outside of 3701/23 .... she lives there. i see smeltzer, she try to get me to lend her my car. Yeah Fuckin Right. nobody gets that car, id hav qualms about loaning it to my mom even, and thats were i got it from! so yea, but i get the idea that if brassill went too, then id go, cuz smeltzer wanted to go to portside to visit some guy.

smeltzer goes in, and was gonna bring leia out, and i was quite determined, especially since id be cornered kinda, id hav no recourse but to talk? .... well, when smeltzer came out im out ..... "uh, why are you alone??????" ... smeltzer goes on to tell me the conversation, and that it ended with "i hav a boyfriend"

Fuck.

so i wander off ... and i end up at the chapel, that lil place behind it ... and i cry fer awhile. im not even sure why really, but i did ... and it was cold.

then Ffej calls. so i talk to Ffej, altho not about this, but about trivial fun things. then i go back n sleep

now today

i see all ppl involved in my scheme at some point or another and they found out the news. and today i got my ass kicked by this lesson.

i may go to volo. im trying.

got the fax out thankfully. im'a call Rosa tonite about it.

i may also go fsck wit the newbies ... alot arrived today .. hehehe

my arms still hurt from the P.O.W.'s and push-ups ... i got real lazy over holiday standdown...

um.

gonna try to go see that butterfly effect movie.. and bring a girl fer me too ... but i dunno

grr'ness

im not really up fer ranting, not much to say really?

-0ut

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