2004-01-27 // 6:23 p.m.

well, you all missed some important shit las nite. Brassill i saw agin, she said mornin' before i did, and shes all "i said it before you" .. so i say mornin' .... and at that point i freeze up. its kinda weird, cuz i havnt frozen like that fer years ... i mean, usually i manage to say -somethin- even if it is throughly retarded ... this time it was a blank, a total blank. frozen with fear , or somethin. Why? i dunno. so i ended up walking past .... and about 30 seconds later i realized i am completely retarded..

later i play spy-mission with this girl who didnt kno she was playing. it was fun, cuz there was Rose, Birch and some 3rd-class thats boltons roommate watching. so after she spent all this time trying to find me, or at least figure out why those three wouldnt stop laughing, she goes to the NMT quarterdeck, and gets followed. then she goes back to her room. and i was behind her the whole time, she never knew. some neato skillz there. so now they're callin me the Ricky-Samarai ..... *lol*

later than that, Rose, Smeltzer n Peek were chillin, and i told them the story about the girl.... they listened? ... i went to sleep shortyl after, cuz it was late and i was quite tired.

now, yesterday and today we were in the lame classroom #3 without the high-rising monitors to sleep behind, so im quite tired.

Norgart stood next to me at muster and almost volunteered me to sing cadence. bad move fer him, i kno where he sleeps.

and so

class was long. i still dont understand that lesson, but we took the test and i got a 98%. yeah, i guess i am smart, cuz i didnt really kno shit about that lesson.

and so were in the big sh-bang, threat weapons. everyones always saying its -SO- hard. well, itll be tough, lotsa memorization... but short of that it wont be too bad.

maby ill go to volo on thursday :P

i did laundry, practice guitar in a day-room. lateda

and then, i ended up sitting at the same table as that girl. oh geez ... again with the terror ... i dont understand how im this afraid of a girl iv never formally met before. i talked to Rose and Smeltzer shortly afterwards, they encouraged me to jus talk to her and stuff, even if i had nothing to say.

so i will.

i must keep my new years resolution im mind, To Do Whatever I Want, Whenever I Feel.

...

but also, i think i may be going somewhere tonite.. to a performance somewhere where i dont kno where it is... but it all depends on if morrison wants to go.

and with that, i think im out. im gonna try to sleep early tonite.

try.......

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