2004-01-16 // 10:48 p.m.

i feel asleep late, woke up when harrington came in, and almost moved even ... woke up early. underslept sux.

then i go eat fast, the hashbrown were weird and un-hashed up and untasty ...

muster was lame, cuz pettyofficer chellette got mad at people talking. damn. marching is dumb but whatever.

class, well the quiz that was supposed to be first-thing came at 1000 .. plenty of study time :)

i aced it, as i had hoped *thanks the Lord* and Johns -didnt- .. he missed one .. scaryness

so then lunch, i cleaned after eating and got online some... and the online cuts out even if norgart isnt connected at all *his cord being in my hand, and not in his puter* ... so yeah. lameness

then i went to class agin, we learned this new thing, and its cooler than studybookness, but its friday afternoon, and nothin within a mile of that place is cool friday afternoons.

marchin back i irritate hernandez, who seems to be trying to become class leader, but he isnt so i dont listen to him much at'all .... and then civvies

Johns wants to go to pawn shops, but not today

me n mardas hang out at the mall awhile, i almost buy a $300 digital video camere ... but i dont. she wants to go to the pawn shops trm

now, if i didnt kno better, or perhaps if she didnt read this ;) id think she likes me. but, since she seems to like her b/f a whole lot more, and she does read this diary -> im thinkin im totally wrong. im jus a friend, i guess jus a better friend than the usual 'friends' .. kinda like me n alyssa are ... kinda?

and we got chinese-food and the great wall, which is right down the street from base. it was good. she bought me dinner *im a bum*

and um

stuff?

that 4/6 YR question is still weighin on me... cant decide...

i called carrie, left a guiltrippy voicemail "well, if you didnt wanna be friend you coulda told me" kinda deal. the way i see it, thing cant get worse at this point? im on the verge on deleting her form my buddylist and let her fade into another bad memory.

and thatd suck .. i mean, what the fuck is wrong with me to where girls just drop off the face of the earth to get away from me!? what is it? am i saying somethin really that dumb? do i smell funny? WTF!? ...... well, girls are fuckin seriously retarded anyways .. one'a these dayze ill find the mutant, the one who isnt that retarded, and only has the kinds of flaws i can tolerate ... then life will be cool. till then, im'a drink and hav fun and go to muster and yell "here petty officer" to piss the battalion off so yea

fuck the world and fuck everybody in it ... even the sneaker-pimps girl, id fuck her in a minute ;)

rawr' 9129310

um.

kinda weird.. talked to Emma breifly ... fuckin old-skoo summer 2002 Emma .. shes taken, and prolly totally not-interested in having anything to do with me. so whatever, it was weird enough in my day to require blogging

morrison n king n whelon n them all want me to go to that party thing. i could seriously give a fuck less. but, if theres sufficient females for me to go, i may. -may- .

plus there'll prolly be drinkie ... and drinkie + easyuglygirls = disaster fer me ... lets not ferget that damned tape

***INTERMISSION : i got IM'd alot .. and sidetracked****

okay

now im all pissed

morrison got stuck at the mall .. damn, ill go help, no problem with that really

but baxter is here, all up on ma C or some shit cuz i tried to get him to go to that stupid party thing fer whelans going away ... and this kid is so super annoying tonite

finally he goes away, im getting my internet shut down kinda, i was tellin ppl bye ... and johns n morrison and this whole stupid ordeal .... so i hav morrison calls johns and talk to them .. hopefully distract them from me long enough to get this fuckin shit over with

well, nope

baxter finds his way back here and goddamn hes at it agin ... i dont kno how this could get to me.. maybe im tired

so i finally get norgart to use his l33t ninja-in-training skillz and we rush baxter and i run .....

but this fuckin petty officer *i dont hav details, baxter saw it* tries chasing us now cuz i dont stop running

fuck

so i use my l33t ninja skillz to hide in the shadows while ..um... she goes away? and it works, baxter kept wanting to look and leave n shit ... fuckin retard ... oh well

we escape

then, morrison calls while im headed to the car, but i miss the call cuz im getting in ... as im calling back, in my car, alone .. baxter was outside, and i guess mardas left the door unlocked cuz he fuckin jus sits down ......... whoa, WTF?!?!?

i trip now, thats like fuckin my girl or somethin when im home ... serious uncoolies

well, morrison talks to baxter, and baxter walks off with my cellphone

i sit, trying to cool down some when i realize he has my cell, one'a the few things you -dont- mess with in my life ... and so i get double super w/ a fuckin cherry-on-top pissed, i exit the car prepared to take someones life... he returns with the cellphone, morrison found his own ride i guess? or somethin

and so i acquire my cell, and go to my room .... baxter/johns wanted me to get a controller fer xbox n play halo. fuck that shit ... too tired, too pissed off ... grr-rawr-fuckoff

and so

quick type, and sleep

***oh, and baxter lied, morrison needs a ride.. im off*****

-0ut

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