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}{ this week in a nutshell "Help, im trapped in a nutshell; its dark in here!" }{

2004-01-09 // 5:06 p.m.

916 521 5422
Is it hard to dial or somethin' ??
.....grr

well

im updating

not much to update about for ..... um ... lost my thought

i went to school alot, learned stuff, and got really good grades despite all the in-class sleeping and not-studying iv bein doing. my class average is still 96/97'ish, i dont kno after this quiz which i recieved another %100 on ...

BUT ~

theres this girl

you kno how this is gonna turn out

i like her, alot

she likes Alkaline Trio ... all the more ph34r ...

but, she hasnt called me yet. she said she'd call today, after her work n stuff, and we'd hangout. most days she calls by 1645'ish. it is currently 1816.

i had bein looking forward to this all week. i even sew'd all last nite so my Denim Jacket would look cool for when i saw her agin. im pissed off.

this kinda correlates to what Keck is talking about, in his prophcey, about The DM going completely WacKooo ...

cuz, i think he may hav presently 'The One' ... on a random Sunday'ish? Wtf? it kinda pisses me off, but it makes me wonder where this shit is going. plus watching Berserk really make me second guess the DM and all of fate itself.... as if to say "Fuck the castle in the sky!! Fuck it right in its fuckin ear!!""

but then agin

Who am I to second guess, etc.., etc..

I think im gonna call Keck tho, since Carrie didnt call me.

im talking to Lacey in another window, who's now only 850 miles away ... when i was makin my photo album, she managed to get a whole page dedicated to her ....... i didnt realize i had that many letters/pictures of her ...

which starts bringing back some really old ideas, old feelings ..

Changing The Subject.

so i havnt bein called yet. 1822.

thats more than an hour and a half overdue. my phone is on, and has not bein called at all the entire time.

By anyone.

this weekend i plan on calling alot of ppl. cuz i can.

but right now, one stands out the most.

i cant think of much else really, since this was the thing that was planned..

Trm.

i plan on hanging out with Johns' and goin to the mall maby.. playing 4vs4 Halo, since a shipmate next door has an XBox and a tv too .... itll be quite sweet, honest.

1826.

im kind of obsessive, but im good kinda at not-showing it nowadays ... for instance, i havnt bein calling this whole time, which would hav bein a mistake made in the past. besides, there could be an explanation? what if she had to work late or somethin??

altho 1827 is pretty fuckin late.

well, im out of stuffies fer nows. no rom in my brain to generate any real rants, altho if i had DSL im pretty there'd be a few this week....

...

Grr.

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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