2003-11-20 // 11:49 a.m.

i ended at 1237
it didnt tell you that
9165215422 .. im shameless

holy shit

its bein awhile.

well, monday, i didnt sleep imedietly after clicking 'done!' obviously... i think i talked to winans *that girl* once more. and if that did in fact happen monday nite like i think it did, then i didnt have a very good monday nite. cuz she got her CD back, told me breifly about that marine she snuck off with and yeah ... uncoolies. makeup hiding the hickeys ... so that was about the time i wanted to hit things, but didnt :D

whatever.

tuesday i did .. um .. Windows!! .. i think.. well anywayz, we took an hour break every 15 minutes .. cleaning windows is a pretty cool job. i saw that girl again. thats it tho .. grr ... the uncoolies might hav happened tuesday nite. dunno.

wednesday. windows.. again?... so i spend even more time on my ass. i got assigned to the box, cuz both cakcowski and LT got appointments ... but they came back, and i did 'windows' agin..... i play alot of Tales Of Phanstasia. I played alot tuesday too ... Tales Of Phantasia is a SNES game, but iv bein playing it on my laptop *emulator* so yeah ... played alot wednesday too ... ironed my work-blues. didnt iron my tie. PT'd, which was kinda fun i guess sorta. we had some chief, whose name i dont kno, PT' us .. it was fun kinda cuz it was harder. we ran. running is easy. i played Tales Of Phantasia more... till it was sleepytime kinda. got stuck, cuz i need some kind of -pickaxe or somethin to break these wall/door things. i dunno what tho, that means im stuck. anywayz->

woke up randomly thru'out the nite. 0130 alyssa calls... apprently my phone, that was in my pocket, had bein calling her.. *lol* ..

had a weird dream, i woke up at the conclusion of the dream. it like there stroies being played to me.. creepy. i dont kno what happened tho, i forgot it by now. :P today ...

today is thrusday.

woke up at 0430. 0445 i actually moved, clock went off, shave, teeth, uniform, clean, etc... inspection today. work-blues. yay. i stopped by Labotka's room (32C) he showed me how to tie a tie. awesome. my tie is too long tho. it also was wrinkled n shit. i got hit on my tie. blah. i had alot of sugar this morning too... nothing to eat tho... i think im 'crashing' ... today i didnt really work. i had bein assigned.,. um.. well FoD i think? i went with desk-crew tho .. kinda was with them, then ended up assigned to them. we werent really working tho, and so yeah... today was kinda boring. Lahr, shes cool i guess ... poor girl got stuck with Dossey, whos face is more jacked-up than a fuckin halloween mask , shes getting sick of him too ... i dont blame her... i tryed kinda talking to him here n there .... and no, hes fucked up ..

so is New Mexico.

now im at lunch.

well, past lunch, i ate already.

i might be in the box again.. the box is where all the tools n rakes n shit are.. and i hand them out and document where they went ... w34k, but easy, and i sit alot. i may go to desk-crew, and we'll look at desks.

*lol*

One of these days, wednesday i think, talked to stallion at lunch. he asked random question, altho they werent really random. about g/f's n shit, like he was doin recon fer someone. that got me insanely curious, but i cant let on. cant. not yet anywayz...

*lol* im fuckin crazy.

re-occuring daydream, im back home, drinking w/ dwiz at the skoo near The Ditch... bunch of newbies are there, tryin to be me. two cute girls, i impress with my drunkeness ... odd daydream, cuz it wont happen.

Jamie seems to be having a nice life. im glad. wait, i lied. im not. id rather see her in pain, over not-liking me. *heh* thats awful, but at least im honest. and worst of all, i dont really want her to like me. i dont want her to be my g/f. i like being free, especially here, now ... its cool.

...but im still pissed off. :P go fuckin figure. i hold grudges. grr'

Yes, I am a bad person.

:P

anywayz->

cant think of much else to say. i wanna be drunk tho.

i need to get back to work now tho..

-0ut

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