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}{ This Could Be Love ~ }{

2003-11-17 // 1:34 p.m.





ok, so i help build a desk, only we dont actually build the desk. bam .. hour and a half gone.

but the real reason to type. ... relating back to the conversation wit the Ely, about my current success, attibuted to the lack-of-caring, otherwise known as Apathy. well, it was fairly true, i didnt really care, i didnt get all weird and creepy n stuff, and things started going my way...

well, im scared. im starting to care, starting to go back to older habits.. all over that one girl, i need to get her first name ... i cant stop thinking about her, i wanna talk to her, i wanna go hang out or something or anything ... i hate this feeling, its frantic and crazy n shit ... grr!!

and i kno im gonna fail. i jus kno it. im too concerned, too involved, its over already ..... fuck... i dont want it to be ...

*sigh*

i hate this.

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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