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2003-07-25 // 11:36 a.m.





i just saw jill.. talked breifly with her... .. shes still in my house, but she wont be back in here.

i cant even describe whats happening in my brain... so many different emotions... but, my conclusion, from the only part of my brain not messed up by this, my thinky-logic ... shes still evil, growing ever more corrupt. its just a shell of what used to be the girl i loved.. "iv changed" she said... scary.. no remorse that shes a liar, lied to even Gran.... totally against her every belief when i was with her.. so shes gone.

Because the girl i loved wouldnt have acted anything like the one hat showed up today to collect her shit.

its just kinda hard to believe .... *sigh*

there nothing i can do tho.. and now nothing i want to... the only alternative is the accept that theres a better girl for me out there... right now, anything is better than jill...

-0ut

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