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2003-07-12 // 11:52 p.m.
ok i think im gonna make this one a real entry. rants n such but first, chronology. i sat around all day, talked to christina n megan breifly. and ate sandwiches. wow. ... exciting .... im not sure whats going thru my mind recently. its all the tv i think... like, its making my thoughts all ... weird right now, my brain is trying to get me interested in other girls. why? i seem to want to piss jamie off. cuz, if i do upset her, then i kno she cares. if she doesnt care, then most obviously, she doesnt care. its a dumb idea, i kno. but yet, what if theres another explaination? what if my brain knows theres something going on ... trying to lessen the impact .. .. .. well, in any case, i may end up hanging out with christina ... she sounds alot more friendly than the last time i talked to her. of course, the last time we hung out she expected dwight to be there too ... and he wasnt .. she gave him a note, actually, i tihnk mulitple notes, saying she liked him more than she ever liked me. heh. so, you can see why i dont trust her. so yeah im more looking forward to seeing megan agin ... altho theres something there that makes me wary ...... maby its that weird guilt'ish feeling cuz i met her thru leah .. or something? i dunno.. agin, my brain is kinda scrambled... i need to get out more. maby ill take a long walk or somethin... i just hope this weekend ends soon. -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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