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2003-07-06 // 3:32 a.m.
things are just getting weird... thisll be a private entry.. itll save me time in explaining things to people first, life is gettign better.. i mean, with the exception of my ankle, i cant think of what more i could reasonably ask for. *jamies fault ;) * and yet, today i spent thinking about suicide. maby this isnt just jill-based-depressionlike i thought.. maby theres something actually and near-permanently wrong in my brain... life is good, and i still wanna die kinda? then, theres something less in-my-mind i meet a girl who coolies.. she says what i have beint hinking.. leah... i grow very fond of people who i can say "stop stealing my lines" to... im not supposed to be liking other people.. cuz jamie.... but im going to the mall trm prolly.. and meeting leah irl. i feel guilty im not technically supposed to what does that mean exactly? -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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