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}{ i cant think of a title ... anything i trying to think of comes out " !~Jamie~! " }{

2003-06-23 // 1:54 a.m.





i think The Ely has fallen to darkness... i cant be sure, i havta use secondsight before i can be sure... but i could see why a %2 soul-lease for more traits and willpower could have happened...

chronology

woke up, calld jamie, kept falling, dwight came, hung out with sparky at the mall, and some random driving around, hung out in roseville? ,... um.. gonna end up going to Santa Cruz trm prolly... early, which sux... grr...

um

i miss jamie ... however odd that sounds... like the empty feeling when your hungry... only a little different, in a different spot... and then when i think about her, its like a little rush, another lil drop of adrenaline ... ... i want her.. i cant think of anything more accurate to say... this could be it... it may be more a matter of what 'it' am i destined to have. i think so far almost everything that has happened to me has bein fairly alinged with my destiny.. especially recently.. .... im prolly thinking all of this over way too much... overanalysing WAY too much... but when im interested, when im curious... i get very obsessive. I havnt found anything this intriguing for quite awhile... quite awhile indeed...

*sigh*



but im also afraid.

-0ut

::Dismantle }{ Recycle::

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