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2003-06-11 // 12:57 a.m.





today i woke up.. half-slept, went to work and got home and watched tv and talked to Jamie

thats it.

oh, and of course, watched InuYasha. and every time i watch it i think of Lauren. its kinda fun, and kinda unfun. i like that anime tho, so either way, ill will continue to watch. they replaced LupinIII tho with this lame anime, kikaider ... its hella lame, but theres nothing better on

Jamie is really cool tho. like, really really. gonna try ot meet her... actually planning on shelling out some ca$h too ... itll be a first...

i had a rant, like, 5 seconds ago... oh well...

oh yeah, long before now, like years agop, i had a few dreams... and it was where i had a really fast way to travel... by leaps... and jus now, while watching InuYasha.. i realized.. InuYasha does what i did in those dreams... kinda creepy...

im gonna go running soon... but right now im bored.. and lazy...

its like once the sun goes down tho, i get all energized agin ~!

too bad i keep having things to do in the morning... goddamnit

laura might be coming over thursday. that might suck.

im amused by dwiz' wherabouts tho... 'bad things' with these girls who arent michelle... *lolz* .. and then hes trying to get me to go wake christina up trm? wtf? jus cuz he doesnt wanna go hes gonna try to pass her off to me... um, no. i dont play around with stupid lil girls anymore... *yawn* id rather be untaken. they arent worth my time. and so of course her.. well... she was the beginning of my losing-streak so to speak ... i dont really want anything to do with her... i mean, if she was actually willing to try n commit or something, then sure .... if she wasnt fully on the path to corruption ......

but no, its over for her... she might as well start calling the brothels for applications. maby take laura too while shes at it. .... the one thing that'll get you unliked quicker than anything is if you start fscking random people who arent me. okay, one thing thatll make it worse, is if the whole time your playing ring-around-the-hoe'sie, your telling me you like/love me. bullshit. im not stupid. so all those lil hoes who wanna try n tell me im important to them while their busy trying to get down 4 other peples pants... well... dont bother.

Just don't bother.

*yawn*

so yeah... now that iv ranted.. i feel like sleeping *lol*

ok, jus one last part.... unlike lauren and jill who have this odd take on life where they think they can do no wrong, and whenever someone around them fscks up they never forgive.. ill forgive, ill give another chance.... .. but you gotta actually, like.. repent n stop doing the thing that pissed me off. if kiel stopped beign evil, if laura stopped being a hoe ... if it was proven they would be doing things in a good way.. then id forgive, cuz why not?? ....

jill n lauren suck. of course, they both end up with very few friends over it :P especially jill... mag n dan ... pathetic. really pathetic.

at least lauren is really cute, so people are willing to put up with her shit... *i kinda am too* ...

but yeah, lauren -was- jill v.2 .... like she had all the flaws, every last goddamn one of them.. but a few good points... she liked the things i liked, and she was cuter. Way Cuter. ... and i guess thats why i felt like i knew her so well... i mean, she was afterall, just another NPC, still based off the same tainted archetype as jill, kiel, janene, and many more... she was just nicer about it... *sigh* and still way too predictable

i wanna find people im not used to, someone new, someone to keep me on my toes and interested... people become too predictable ... this whole world is getting boring... i guess thats why i often want to reset... cuz i already know this one too well.... *yawn*

so yea

im gonna go run... maby ill see someone cool.

maby ill walk afterwards?

maby youll see me :D

-0ut

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