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}{ one order of pain please.... oh sure, ill biggie size it! }{

2003-06-01 // 4:57 a.m.





im sorry.. i was drunk,but i had to sober up before i came home some... wasted alcohol :(

whats worse, its im alost absolutey sure i broke my right index finger... like there a scary super painful bump. my day was cool, and w34k. worked for 5 hurs, time went by fast... laura tryed the whole "i love you your special blahblahblah but i dont want a relationship" shit... i must be geting desparate, cuz i almost believe it.. then i realize she told that to at least dwiz n travis. ... ok, forget her.

drinking occured.... about 1.4 times the usuall... so i was pretty fucked up.. enough to punch a bush, next to a fence.... and i think and some point near there i broke my finger... im typing using fingers on my right hand that dont usually type tis much......

beaman is here, to hide from parents... poor guy...

the official story will be is that we lost dwight, and we went to his house to find him... and on the fence we had to jump, i slipped, and caught my pants, and musta broke my finger and not-noticed till later.

im a lil drunk, but il be okay.

i realize tho that i dont wanna come back to these friends after navy... these friends.. well, its kinda like the three step evil patch... my past was the addiction, jill was step 1 *the biggie patch* step 2 was kiel n shit, step 3 was was the remainer to ppl from that group...

my finger hurts so bad... and theres this scary bump... i think it made of bone, its tryingto poke out of the skin

... ill type more later, okies

and finally, to jaclyn who left a msg in the guestbook ..... highschool girls are bad, i kno ... but they are also alot easyer to obtain. still, i live for the challenge :) plus most hs girls are very dumb/immature...

im not sure if im drunk or not... this odd numbness could be the ain from my finger. im sorry...

ill type more.. i dun wanna go.. but it hurts real bad. gonna say i cant come in trm

sorry

-0ut

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