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2003-05-15 // 8:50 p.m. Mood: im sick. that sucks. at least im getting better? im still sick, and its not fun at all... today was better than most oddly... dwight comes n gets me, i go get a few applications, laura calls a bunch, dwight talkd to jill i think? we meet laura at baskin robins, but shes gonan go to the DMV.. so we go towards dwights house, she calls saying she doesnt havta go... well, she also cant not-be at the g-pa's.. and im not up for dealing with old people... so we tell her we'll jus see her at the awards thing... we get to dwights, jus kinda waste time... Dawn calls, and i learn anew the meaning of ph34r... cuz dwight n alyssa, borther n sister.. both very "i get my way" .. and so i got to sit hostage, ... but that..well.. *changes subject* then back towards the skoo, dwight interrogates me about laura, and of course i hav no good reaosn to like laura, shes not nice to me half the time, always wants something, hella talk to and about other guys and still tihnk im gonna take that? which kinda got me thinking, rant later so we avoid her, see jill n dan... Dan was actually gonna try something, prolly cuz jill, the awful slut, prolly feeding him some kind of misinformation.. cuz i dont think iv recently done anything enough to make that lil faggot wanna try shit... like, last november when i was feeling up on jill and she was telling me we'd be getting back together, well yeah i could imagine him being pissed off... but he didnt do shit, even after he found out like 2 or 3 months ago?? so why now? well whatever, if i wasnt all tired'ish, i prolly would'a played more... but instead, dwight jus kinda said 'grr' and dan scurried off... and jill, the filthy slut, hella smiling about it the whole time... If i was to ever fuck laura, itd be only to match what she did with CJ ... those two are about as gross n pathetic? but no, im not a stupid lil monster like she is, i dont play the back n forth shit she was always trying to pull... anyways, off that so we kinda chill a bit, then race keck to dwights house, it was hella fun, we kept throwing things out the window at each other.. *lol* then we got there.. chilld a few minz, and then dwight drops me off... now im home and i was thinking, what would be worse, being turned dwon by hella-hot way-out-of-my-league-chicks, or giving up and giving in to someone totally not-worth my time *laura* ... cuz thats really the decision im facing... and i thought a lil while... and well, no, coolies-rejection is actually better, because if you tihnk about it, its a truer test of H4rDC0r3 to try for someone like that, and its quite w34k to settle for less.... i need to go outside more... cuz sitting at home all day sucks... i could hardly run anywhere... and i was all tired n stuff but i need to get my civilian life started.. and i was thinking, i was kinda leaving this up to fate, about the whole navy thing.... and maby plans for me arent setup yet, or i havnt activated them, ya kno? so i got sick to keep me from advancing in the navy.... i better fill out those applications. *yawn* plus i need to get my internet life running *lol* cuz im determined now, im gonna rox on this job totally... i will become a sweet webmaster and do .... something cool!!! i jus totally dont kno what i could possibly offer to anyone? i can draw, but not very well.. i can write, but not very long, and i lose interest, and no one reads anymore anyways? ... so yeah.. what the hell could i do? maby make those stupid quizzes for people to take? i mean, theres really not much i can do?? Amoxicillin is cool. i dunno... oh, but i realized something.. no where on here, or anywhere, do i hav the complete, official, beginning-to-end jill-rant. and that will prolly be HUGE anyways, since its gone on for, like, almost 4 years now... and wow... what a crazy 4 years these have bein... *sits in awe a few moments* so yeah.. ill get to that eventually and till then -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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