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2003-05-10 // 3:15 a.m.
oh my god., im drnk agin oh im hella worse thean the las tyme i started i could barely make it to dwightz putrer.... i love jill, you all kno, and i feel hella bad... b ut at the same tyme, you kno what she did!!!! omg.. i feel total shit likke goddamit ok yea im drunk and no ones one to rant at dwights friend stepahnie n some other chick erica i think got drunk with us... they got hella worse hella faster... i guess i hav delayd reaction cuz i was hella coo ,, now i cant sees traight.. and my mouth is numb n droolingy i wanna see Gemz agin.. shes cool christina is hot, but the bi thing is kinda lame, and shes not into me lauren a bitch, jill incarnate, gets sleepd next whatever umm... i already ranted yesterday and not much has hal=peend since goddamn this lil keyboard.. cuz ehrn i miss --- i MISS lolz i would email someone... but im outta ppl to email leslieirene.... i emaild her.. omg.. im so awful... i feel bad hella... i hope i didnt do somethin dum,b travis is all alone with those two chicks tho........... hopefullly he does something to get rid to melisa... cuz shes a biotch she cheats on him, and then is hella mean to him or whatever... fuck her'!!! shed get slappd first stepanie was ok, her frined wasnt.,... stepanie was SO drunk tho... like i am now... poor her... id rather hav jill or almost anyone else tory! oh my god.... dwight talked about her.. i havta call her!! dwight asked if he could give me her number nshe said ok... so now i hav a call to do... and tory is hella fine.. omg... i would hannah tho... shes lucky... i hav no contact info except a homephone... but im not rude, im not calling her home at 3am ... thats hella mean i hav no rant cuz im done with jill, fukc her.. she gets no rant... its like shes k,inda something i think about pas-tense now... she is officially and permannenetly an EX-g/f!@!!!! w00t i win and she admitted to sex.. one'a the things, total inunendo... youd havta hav i pointd out.. and im onot doing that now ali ... talked to dwight... omg .. im pissed.. he stole her.. its over ... grr im so drnk.. i hit myself... omgfg i drank tnite im gonna go... i dont hav much to say really... dawn im'ed me.. i cant read right now really... so ill reply sober trm im sorry but at least im not all emailing everyone like las tymes well, as always, laura pisses me off... she hella tryd to make me feel guilty... wtf? its how i feel, so either accept it or dont bother calling goddamn ppl piss me of sometymes im trying to thin of who needs to beo ounched or whatever... i wanna type snuffoluffgus is gonna get r0xd but fuck him bitch! no one else really gets to me tho people who treat me nice get treated nice... and the only ones who challenge that seem to be laura ill n lauren and you saw how far it got them i hav abackbone, im not getting pushed around anymorte.. and id rather hurt from my own actiuons than hurt from yours!! so fucking back off or be nice!!!! its not that fucking hard!!!!!! grr!! oh, and leslie.. but i dont give a fucking shit about her... shes was a fine 14 yr old that was fiune ... i just wanted her,... if she was nice, maby more... but shes hella rude n shit.. so fuck her.. and not in the fun way roberta... 13... its such a bad idea... but i hella wanted to jus make out with her... cuz itd be a funny thing to tell ppl... and.. well.. she was hot kinda and the tv is dumb its a cowboy movie fuck that im hella drnuk im really starting to think civilian... navy really scares me... i like my freedom alot.. and while i could be H4rDC0r3 enough to do it... i dun wanna! im lazy n lame n shit 666 ungh, what now? ph34r. punkqueenie link me!!! coolies!! coolies!! im so drunk i couldnt hit the groung with my hat after three tries!! *got that of the lame movie* im turning that tv off n sleeping i think unless i can think of something else to tpye i mean, who didnt i covr? well, ok, better question, who pisses me off that i dodnt cover? i like ppl, and im not gonna be grr at them if im drunk holy shit its almost 4am holy shit iv bein on here awhile i wanna rant, but hav nothing to rant about life is pretyty good.. people like me, i hav friends... and im finally free from jill everything is fololowing its course except career... but thats hella fixable... i just apply places. and check out the technical school scene. cuz i wanna... and i can... and if im gonna go as far as to -quit- the navy i might as well have my other course SET in some fucking stone.. i wanna talk to someone... damnit i love you all!!!! i mean, every tyme some leaves a note, or emails, or anything, i feel so soecial, so important. i really like this kinda of support. i love you. honest. id cry over this, if ic ould remember how :D honest . wyatt erp is shit SHIT cowboys arent cool cows arent cool girls are cool either, but there nice, and i hav alot of friends... so im not gonna say shit well ok i am girls hurt alot.. obviously... i wanna find one who doesnt and marry her or at least kiss her ;) cuz apparently im good at both massgeings and kssing and prolly more ;) but jill doesnt wanna talk about -that- .... so the opinion range is limited and will stay that way! im not gonna fuck you! .... ill havta love you first or at leadt want to love you enough to pretend... and at that point emotion will run so strong i wont tell the diffierence.. manbyt their is no differneCE> ? mouth is hella numb more numb thna lasat nite by far or not mthat much maby maby maby im sure youd ask "who do you want more?" right? well... thats such a hard question mainly........ i like alot fo ppl.. anmd the first to claim me gets me. but, if i were to hav eveyone line up. and i haftva pcik hm.. dawn, christina, laura*pity*, jill/lauren*same person*, or someone i dont kno yet dawn ar away chrsitna doesnt like me laura....... theres, like, three rants on her ... jill and lauren might as well be the same person.. prefect, and that fact makes them flawd. because i will not have my perfect girl.,.. the one i love forever will have at least one thing that pises me off... thetll be half the fun, cuz i need a bit of grr' in my life.. i wanna fight sometimes, i wanna yell n scream n growl, n throw her on the bed.. and hav her look up at me, her face first angry, then she smiles, i smile, all forgiven, then ..wel.... then we remember why we love each other... and then we ahve some really fun sex. thats the perfect girl flawd and right noe... oddly... christina is the closest fit. but she doesnt really play back at all... she does get grr'' .... i dunno... i need to hang out with her a few nmore tymes before i make my mind up... see exactly whats up, cuz she could us be nervous, i mean, so iam i ... whoa.. almost paassd ou t im gonna sleep dawn, your hella cool tho! and if you were here......... alcohol would not be on my mind ;) i guess i jus cant deal with long-distance... i wish i could so bad.. but i cant.. i need physical ateention to.. i need to be held and to cuddle n shit... and i cant weith you... plus your hella younger, which would cause major problems for both of us but your a hella cool friends, and then-some... ;) *winks* .. but i cant be all commited like "oh im gonna marry you" yea kno? but i do wanna meet you, while single ;) jus in case.. jus in case ;) ........ im gonna sleep tho sl33p MMMmmmmmm.m......m..m.... damn i love you all leave a goddamn note or emai i want email more, but note is easy emai;l or note email or note please? tell me about me make that bitch long too! uingh! yeah! down wit the clown! ungh! -0ut
Another spring, 2012 - 2012-04-28
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